Have you no shame? - OGSF 5G | EPRHA 2.0

[Shannon]

Day 30

My Girl spent the night and was exposed to the program for the second night. Normally she'll be exposed to the US track of whatever program I'm running atm for a few hours a week, and then I'll use sleep phones normally when were sleeping. But I've been wanting her to get a bit more EPRHA as well, so I left the US track on for the night. Result: when morning came she was quiet and a bit far away in the bed. It was already late so I forced myself up (tired as hell) took a cold shower, did a little calisthenics to get the blood pumping and made coffee. What she did was pull the blanket over her head and fortify herself ever further in the bed. So I thought, ok, might as well bring the mugs of coffee and water to bed and have a quick browse at the forum there. She still won't come out under the bed and says nothing for a few minutes, until she comes out looking a sad lost puppy in the rain. She said "do you ever have this feeling like the world's going to end today, even though there's no reason it would? ". That made me smile inside. Kinda bad too, but of course I knew nothing was wrong. I was a bit surprised how good at grounding I am now, because I actually guided her out of that surprisingly fast. Felt like I was sort of doing it to myself, but I was doing it to her instead. Made me think of David Deida; I think he wrote something to the effect that masculine energy is like a stone, and it grounds feminine energy.

Anyway, apparently she's been seeing a lot of dreams since last week when I also played the program through the night on my phone. She said she'd even stay awake (at least) one night dreading to go to sleep again, for the dreams. Idk if I should play it anymore when she's around. I thought it'd be good, but it might be that it only triggers the digging up of negative stuff, and then she's left to deal with it herself. Not that she made a big deal out of it, she never does. Just laughed about it.

It sounds like she both needs to use this program, and could really benefit from having you buy her a copy of it.