Greenhaze DMSI 3.2 Journal

[Greenhaze]

Yes i was having them almost every day, until i found the right pill which reduced them alot where i would only have them between 3-5 months apart and only because i got very angry or stressed, but since being on dmsi i have been perfectly calm theres been no stress or anger so there has been an affect on that front. So dmsi has definitely been affecting some aspects whether indirectly or directly, i just did an EEG last month as well which they said was last one so hopefully ill get my results soon and give you some more information, although what would really help would be another MRI and compare to the one i had before. And thanks hoping the sex starts rolling in soon

[Greenhaze]

At other job today and was telling girl she needed to take out a box to garbage and she started saying stuff about her "box" and why i was talking about it, she also tapped my balls with a broom not sure if by accident or not but she immediately gave me a hug and not a friendly hug she actually squashed herself against me. And not sure what happened but i was drinking after that and she was still flirting with me and i had a couple of strong drinks so either she really likes me or dmsi is working through the drinking, also the woman in question is in her 40's altough she does have a very nice body but an okay face

[Shannon]

Once DMSI takes effect on a woman, it's in effect. Bit the state shifting is destroyed by alcohol.

[Greenhaze]

So once DMSI affects a woman that effect is permanent as long as you are around her?

[Shannon]

So once DMSI affects a woman that effect is permanent as long as you are around her?

Not quite. Once you have her interest, she will continue to be interested unless and until you do something to change that. Do for instance if you execute DMSI and she gets interested, and then you drink Old One Eye XXXX rum, and start swearing like a drunken sailor, and that turns her off, well you just blew it.

But unless the alcohol allows your resistance to take over and you stop executing (which is relatively unlikely), the alcohol will kill the state shifting and generally prevent autopiloting. Which will degrade the success of the program. Maybe because you're swearing like a drunken sailor.

[Greenhaze]

Well luckily i dont drink that often maybe once every 6 months or so, plus i dont like going to clubs or bars so not sure how that will affect DMSI but im sure Optimus engine will work around that, also does DMSI have anything for working out, getting in better shape? Or is that all in the Optimus Engine? And when is the 35 day break for 3.3 starting would it be this week or next week?

[Shannon]

Well luckily i dont drink that often maybe once every 6 months or so, plus i dont like going to clubs or bars so not sure how that will affect DMSI but im sure Optimus engine will work around that, also does DMSI have anything for working out, getting in better shape? Or is that all in the Optimus Engine? And when is the 35 day break for 3.3 starting would it be this week or next week?

It's handled by OE.

The current circumstances have the world crumbling around me, so the only honest answer I can give right now is...

I don't know yet.

[Greenhaze]

So have had two dreams one was a couple days ago with a girl in a very tight orange mini dress who had the most perfect circular boobs i have ever seen which she then grabbed my head and stuck my face in them and i woke up, Second dream was last night with i am 90 percent sure girl from work who has been flirting with me, this dream she was madly in love with me, extremely submissive everything you could want. I remeber those details because its going hazy as i write this but this dream had the lead up to sex and then theres this black part of the dream then right after that im laying in bed with her. Also im not entirely sure whats going on with that same girl at work, she flirts everyday with me she will playfully throw bits of paper at me with a huge smile on her face, and then ill be doing something and i get a feeling someone is looking at me so i turn around and she is staring at me but as soon as i turn around she stares me in my eyes for a good 5 seconds or longer then smiles and carries on, other times she will look at me but it will be a very cold stare almost a glare, so im not sure whats going on with dmsi and her if she is leading me on or friendzoning me but im pretty sure shannon said dmsi gets you out of the friendzone, so either something like that is happening or im not yet fully congruent with a executing dmsi, or my energy levels are way off and not able to fully power dmsi, which is a definite possibility as i dont eat as much as i should be to power dmsi, so maybe in 3.3 we could get dmsi running off bodyfat as a source but only for people who do need it so a guy who is 10 percent bodyfat wont be needing it but a guy who is 30 percent would im not sure if you already ruled that out or not shannon just a thought

EDIT: Also forgot i am still heating up and im on 8 loops of b side ultrasonic through a samsung galaxy s9 speaker

[Greenhaze]

Shannon you wanted to know if DMSI had a healing effect? Well got my EEG results back they were completely normal , i am now at a less than 10 percent chance for having a seizure my neurologist said, So it had definitely been doing something to my brain.

On a another note i did relapse to porn it was almost like something grabbed a hold of me, and i can remember thinking why are you going to masturbate to porn and ruin all your progress, and it was like i was a puppet and something was pulling the strings, almost as if i had no control, but after that happened i fell into a bit of a depression and i spent a good 3 hours after that just thinking on why i relapsed and im pretty sure i found the reason fear, fear of not being able to have sex good, fear of being not adequate enough in size and i know that is all coming from my first gf because i never had those problems before that, she kind of fucked with my mind told me all about the guy she cheated on me with how big he was all that shit and like an idiot i let it get to me, hearing all that made me feel inadequate, not man enough, like i could never please a girl and my mind got stuck in a loop and kept believing all this shit and it became a reality which has pervaded every aspect of my life to where i believe if i try and do anything i will fail at it and so i never take risks, i never go out unless i need to, i dont do anything because of that fear, because i believed in it so much it has messed my life up. So now i just need to find a way to get rid of that thinking, typing all that out helped a little but i need something to make it click in my brain, something to rain hellfire and brimstone upon that thinking and get rid of it once and for all.

On another more positive note when i do go out like today to get a new coat for winter, i do notice a massive amount of gorgeous women more than ever before dmsi, there used to be one or two i would see when i went out today there was at least 50

[Greenhaze]

I wrote all this out earlier before work it just started coming to me.


After typing that out last night i had the most peaceful deep sleep i can ever remember.And now i'm sitting here thinking to myself why did i let stupid shit like that bother me so much I mean there is what 3-4 billion women on the planet and i am letting the comments and actions of one person define me f*ck that. There is so much more to life so much to experience i'm not letting shit like that get me down anymore because in the end f*ck it cant affect you if you dont give a f*ck it cannot become your reality if you let it and i forgot all about that, and i took her words as a gospel that ill will never be able to pleasure a women and now looking back maybe i needed this experience to lead me to dmsi and subliminals, maybe i needed that experience to make me a better man to grow to higher heights, to learn new shit.

And after typing all this out i feel this energy somewhere in my chest close to my heart kind of an excited energy and now i dont feel anxious about women, right now in this moment on how i'm feeling i would absolutely destroy some girl's pussy and make her forget her own name, make her forget all her problems all that little shit and in that moment all that exists on her mind is just me, thats how im feeling right now, that sleep cleared me massively, I'm so full of energy i'd go run iwht the bulls in Pamplona, swim with some great whites, hell i'll step into the ring with Mike Tyson and Muhammad Ali at the same time while in their prime, I'm excited for things to come also helps i have now been cleared to drive so everything is coming together.

So after i wrote all that out and went to work i had a co worker tell me about that girl who kept staring at me that she likes me and is asking about me so im obviously missing a bunch of signs here besides the sexual innuendos that she says to me also was kind of surprised as she just met a guy and im pretty sure they are dating now

[Greenhaze]

So been off DMSI for 3.3 but not sure if i will do 3.3 now as the last couple days at my other job i have realized i do not want to work for anyone but myself, i don't want to answer to anyone, I would rather do something online that would make me 2 grand a month than work for somebody who has power over me, so does anyone have a suggestion for a sub that would help me start an online business? i have been looking into shopify and POD i could do dropshipping but feel getting stuff from aliexpress isnt worth it unless there is another company like that in north america.

So far i have been thinking BASE and UM/OP, BASE is more encompassing but UM/OP is 5.5 G and more powerful

[blth]

I used BASE two times one for six days and the second for nine days. I saw instant results to my productivity, motivation and focus. I didnt run more because i dont really know what i want to run but i can vouch that you will be very pleased with BASE but keep in mind it is a 6 stage program and you have to be 100% sure that this is what you want

[Benjamin]

You answered your own question. BASE is more focused on business and has alot more in it. But UM/OP or US/LM can also definately help, depending on which one you'd lean towards from the descriptions.

[Greenhaze]

So been doing UM/OP not much has happened besides cleaned a bit, no push to start online business, i know what i want to start but there is no creative spark there to make designs on photoshop, also since starting havent been able to sleep much maybe 3 hours a night or not sleep at all like today. Also i have no idea how to change the title of this thread i cant find where to change it