Resistance today. Urge to watch porn and fap, eating sweets. Tired. Falled for the sweets and the chocolate but better that than the other. Had a nice conversation with a new acquaintance.
I think that there have been a shift. I’m oriented to starting a business with a friend, something that would feel Impossible because my anxiety before. I feel like I’m getting back to who I was before my depression for real. My mind is now able to focus on things I strive for rather than circling in anxiety.
I want to run UMS but will probably not run it until the second iteration next year, I read that Shannon will not consider updating it before he have gotten six months of data on the usage. Before that I will probably switch to LTU6 when it comes out to take part of the new technology as LTU5 have been beneficial so far and the next one will probably be even more so. And I will play it around my parents to help them as their relationship isn’t close to what I would define as nurturing, rather more arguing and full of miscommunication that I can see but they apparently are blind to because of their own lack of contact with themselves.
I think that there have been a shift. I’m oriented to starting a business with a friend, something that would feel Impossible because my anxiety before. I feel like I’m getting back to who I was before my depression for real. My mind is now able to focus on things I strive for rather than circling in anxiety.
I want to run UMS but will probably not run it until the second iteration next year, I read that Shannon will not consider updating it before he have gotten six months of data on the usage. Before that I will probably switch to LTU6 when it comes out to take part of the new technology as LTU5 have been beneficial so far and the next one will probably be even more so. And I will play it around my parents to help them as their relationship isn’t close to what I would define as nurturing, rather more arguing and full of miscommunication that I can see but they apparently are blind to because of their own lack of contact with themselves.
