Determined's DMSI 3.2 Journal

[Determined]

So I'm executing alot more now. I've been super social.

Women are actually openly flirting with me now which is really fun. I have this golden boy energy about me which people just love. The only issue is that after 30 minutes it wears off. My suspicion is that I might be an introvert (as introverts expend energy being social) while extroverts gain energy from being social. If so, I'll have to find a way to adjust that.

Other than that, it's been the usual DMSI awesomeness. PTPA has been in full effect which I'm enjoying. I started 3.2A and noticed when I woke up I was still really tired, so I slept in for a few more hours.

I've seriously been considering doing a write up of that block I just removed, solely because I've noticed some other members here struggle with the same thing unbeknownst to them. If I can help them transcend this limitation, I'd be honoured to have helped my fellow bretheren. I just have to find the right words and the right inspiration, it's an issue that definitely needs to have some light shone on it.

Either way, things are going well. Much love to you all!

Introverts can be sexy as f**k. The 'strong silent, mysterious' type. The 'strong silent/detached/mysterious' demeanour can be used to increase sexual tension/implied status and the extroverted 'golden boy' side can help you meet more people and get girls comfortable.

I don't think you should try to get rid of all of your introversion, but only to get rid of the anxiety that makes you think your doing something wrong if you dont talk as much (this is society conditioning trying to reduce sexual tension by getting you nervous). A silent calm, confident man that can look a girl in the eye with a slight smirk is one of the things girls get wet over.

You don't even need to be the loudest guy in the room to be the sexiest. Check out 60 years of challenge stuff online, there should be a pdf floating around.

Lol, the loudest guy in the room is usually the weakest.

It's still an exploration for me, I'm sure the solution is out there. A big part of it is being comfortable being the social alpha. I'm too easy to let go of that role for either not wanting the responsibility or fear/anxiety of any negative outcomes as a consequence of my "leadership". That's the basic gist of what goes on in my mind.

[Determined]

Funny thing about DMSI is that I've started to notice how shockingly bad other guys are at "gaming" girls. Seeing other guys tell fantastical stories of their exploits to women in order to impress them and the like.

True value is on the inside and I've found that on DMSI I can allow this to shine out to the rest of the world naturally and effortlessly. I have yet to come across anyone who isn't drawn to me. Even strangers on the street greet me as I walk by. This sub is a real gem.

I remember pushing for a social skills subs but in my opinion, this does a very good job at ticking all the boxes.

[Determined]

So I'm going through DMSI 3.2A and ALOT of old emotional stuff is being dredged up and called for me to clear.

Most recently, some old wounds have reopened which I never fully healed. I do see this is a good thing as I can now finally resolve many of the past hurts that I've endured.

This whole thing for me is a journey towards wholeness. Resolving all my old stuff that I wasn't able to resolve when it happened (either because I didn't have the spiritual tools or emotional skills to do so at the time). As much as things happen to us, what we do with those things that happen to us is crucial.

I'm starting to become OK with who I am and what I've been through and for the first time in a very long time, it feels really good.

[thor2014]

Fantastic progress Determined. I can see that pushing weights has become part of your identity. I believe real men push heavy weights. Think of a taking your body to the extreme almost to the point of dying when you manage to push that last repetition. To me that is heroic and DMSI is pushing you to be the man you want to become !!.

Peace

[Determined]

Fantastic progress Determined. I can see that pushing weights has become part of your identity. I believe real men push heavy weights. Think of a taking your body to the extreme almost to the point of dying when you manage to push that last repetition. To me that is heroic and DMSI is pushing you to be the man you want to become !!.

Peace

Lol, I used to be a hardcore weight trainer. Now I'm pretty chill about it.

Thanks for the kind words though!

[thor2014]

I am looking foreward to seeing your results bro 2 months from now..welldone

[Determined]

It seems I'm not the only one who goes hard on version B.

I switched back to B from A two days ago and have had a massive shift in everything.

With version A, it was pure H and C. Loads of clearing dreams but not very much in the way of executing.

I had the sniper fire yesterday (first time since my last run of B) and this time I was very aware of my internal processes as it was happening. It's exactly the same as manifesting only with a target woman in mind and completely subconscious (rather than conscious mind driven).

Going forwards, I've started running two loops of B and will likely cut the A side in half. So 4 weeks of B and 2 weeks of A, with a possibility of running 3 months of straight B at some point in the future. I'd like to make the B side as much apart of my personality as humanly possible.

[thor2014]

Determined the sniper is already executing for you I am thrilled to hear this !!.

Your are slowly evolving into a man who will magnetically attract women. You have the power to engineer your own reality with the women you want. Look foreward to hearing more.

[Determined]

I'm pretty confident that I'm resisting hard. Even though I love women, I'm making numerous excuses as to why I can't just take women who are into me.

My current one is that "I'm waiting until I get my own space".

And to be honest with you all, I've created way too many illusions about my life and these keep me from really getting to what it is that I want.

No more.

[Determined]

Here's an update:

I just found a bag outside my house. Inside are some dude's mobile phone/ wallet + 2 credit cards. His phone is unlocked.

Not going to lie, I went through it. SMS, photos, notes. It's been really insightful into the life and workings of an ordinary man. Here are the notables:

One of his notes "get they are government controlled and I am just in the system and helpless".

Determined's notes: (This might sound a bit mean but it's the hard cutting truth) It seems even an average joe (or "John" in this case) will attempt to alleviate the burden of personal ownership by trying to pass the buck. I'm starting to see the futility in hope and hopelessness. I remember very clearly a member here posting how he'd been "posted to a remote office and he hoped (by some long shot) that a hottie would walk in one day". I'm starting to recognise that "hope" is just a signal from the subconscious to keep going, even if it's message is complete BS. "Opiate for the masses" is my conclusion. If things are shitty in your life, you have only to pull yourself up by your overalls (me included) to get shit done. Do not delude yourselves.

[Chris P. Bacon]

The definition of the word hope has morphed over the years. Before the early 1900's when you said the word hope it ment more of a confident expectation. Now people have been using it incorrectly for over a century and hope is more akin to vain wishing.

A truly sad evolution of a word that ment something greater than it does now.

[Determined]

An addendum to my last post

"Do not delude yourself" the same goes for porn and other masturbatory fantasy's.

[thor2014]

Here's an update:

I just found a bag outside my house. Inside are some dude's mobile phone/ wallet + 2 credit cards. His phone is unlocked.

Not going to lie, I went through it. SMS, photos, notes. It's been really insightful into the life and workings of an ordinary man. Here are the notables:

One of his notes "get they are government controlled and I am just in the system and helpless".

Determined's notes: (This might sound a bit mean but it's the hard cutting truth) It seems even an average joe (or "John" in this case) will attempt to alleviate the burden of personal ownership by trying to pass the buck. I'm starting to see the futility in hope and hopelessness. I remember very clearly a member here posting how he'd been "posted to a remote office and he hoped (by some long shot) that a hottie would walk in one day". I'm starting to recognise that "hope" is just a signal from the subconscious to keep going, even if it's message is complete BS. "Opiate for the masses" is my conclusion. If things are shitty in your life, you have only to pull yourself up by your overalls (me included) to get shit done. Do not delude yourselves.

Good man !! Well said Determined i could not have said it better myself.

[Ryu]

Not going to lie, I went through it. SMS, photos, notes.

Not cool man, you got no respect.