04-14-2018, 10:00 PM
Version B.
Subliminal Talk
by Indigo Mind Labs
04-14-2018, 10:00 PM
Version B.
04-15-2018, 12:20 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-15-2018, 05:25 AM by Determined.)
Only a minor thing today
I meta-cognitively noticed in the gym today that after finishing a set I'd have feelings of "inadequacy". I can see how this would have motivated me in the past but feeling inadequate isn't very sexy. Furthermore, if I'm feeling inadequate after every set, then I'm subconsciously training myself to feel inadequate irrespective of achievements. This hasn't always been the case though, it's just that I've achieved all my bodybuilding goals long ago. I'll definitely be shifting my frame of mind to one of supreme satisfaction. Edit: Part 2 So I'm becoming quite the charmer. I'm surprising myself at how natural and smooth I am in my interactions. I've also been getting quite a few crotch stares these past few days. Initially it was a little unnerving but now I'm choosing to just accept this. I have been told by women in the past that I do come off as "intimidating" (though some women say they like it). I do recognise that it is just a defensive posture, by seeming intimidating I can scare away anyone who'd potentially annoy me. This is something that's going to have to be dismantled moving forwards. It's outlived it's usefulness and being approachable is more congruent with what I'm aiming to achieve. All in all, progress is good.
04-23-2018, 10:46 AM
So beyond some big initial successes, I've found my progress has stalled.
There have been a few noteable occurrences in the past few days, such as the deepening of my voice and when speaking the other day, all the women in the area stopped what they were doing to check me out (the eyes up and down finishing on the package stare) but there have also been some drawbacks. I've lost muscle mass and gained a bit of weight which I'd assume are signs of resistance. I've also stopped feeling that amazing feeling of bliss that's supposed to indicate execution. Same goes for gym motivation, while it initially spiked a bit, it's now dropped again which is incredibly rare for me as I am gym junkie by habit. I can only conclude that I'm resisting. I've decided to run AM6 again for the rest of the year for the following reasons: 1. I recognise I'm resisting and I don't have the patience to wait for it to execute again. I do understand that this product is still in testing phases but I'm here to grow constantly, not intermittently. 2. While the IOI's and increased attraction were nice, so far it's nothing that I can't personally do without some motivation. 3. Being alpha feels absolutely amazing. It's probably one of my most favourite states of being. I'll probably return back to DMSI at some point once it's been fleshed out a bit further but for now I'm going down to Alpha Male pathway. This will be the last post in this journal. Thank you all for being apart of the journey. Determined out!
04-25-2018, 01:42 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-25-2018, 02:05 AM by Determined.)
I'll be honest, I've just had a massive clearing and what came up genuinely scared the crap out of me. Me wanting to run to AM6 was a reactionary decision.
Everything has shifted. I don't even have to try anymore, I just turn up and everything falls into place. I've had some pretty amazing breakthroughs on the women front and if they keep up as a regular occurance I'll start reporting them. I'm going to keep going with DMSI 3.2 for now. I'll be moving onto a month of 3.2A starting today. I'm actually surprised at how DMSI subconsciously navigated me to this point. All I can say is wow.
04-25-2018, 03:19 AM
(04-25-2018, 01:42 AM)Determined Wrote: I'll be honest, I've just had a massive clearing and what came up genuinely scared the crap out of me. Me wanting to run to AM6 was a reactionary decision. I've recently had something similar happen. Early last week I thought of just giving and saying "this thing has regressed, F*CK it." BUT, DMSI V3.2 brought up a good point, and caused a breakthrough. Been feeling really euphoric and confidently aggressive. I told Shannon that V3.2 is more "persuasive" in its communication towards the subconscious than V3.1. In 3.1 once I hit reversal resistance that was it. Nada. Until I stopped playing it and the bloom kicked in. This time V3.2 seems like a skilled debater. Continually making arguments towards my subconscious and wearing it down. Not only that, it (in my case) was able to find a point that both my conscious mind AND subconscious both agreed on and through that one place of unity convinced my stubborn ass, "don't tell me what to do"/I'll get it done when I FEEL like it" subconscious to....relax and give in. Should also point out I've never switched from V3.2B. I have had to overcome escape attempts like "forgetting" to turn V3.2B which occurred quite periodically.
04-25-2018, 05:22 PM
(04-08-2018, 10:51 PM)Determined Wrote: I'm starting to have options with women now. They are paid to offer a service. Part of that service is about being nice to customers. I think you are mistaking this for sexual attraction. If they notice you are a regular it's only natural for them to want to reward you.
04-25-2018, 06:28 PM
You can't use that as an excuse. If that was true there wouldn't be grumpy staff who barely say a word and act like they don't want to be there, nor have any customer service skills.
Nor would it explain the big differences in reactions from before to using DMSI from the same staff serving you. Yes to a certain extent, but them going from barely engaging at times to being all smiley and friendly when something has shifted in myself, where they weren't before.. is a definite sign. Seeing you barely post then you come on with this and the other post, it's like you just come on to start hating or trying to pick a fight like you have in the past.
04-25-2018, 10:41 PM
(04-25-2018, 05:22 PM)thor2014 Wrote:(04-08-2018, 10:51 PM)Determined Wrote: I'm starting to have options with women now. The best explanation I can give you is this: Previously I was just another customer, I'd walk in and out like a ghost. I've been buying coffee from both those coffee shops for several months. Recently they've changed their demeanour towards me. Very open and very friendly with an undertone of flirtatious. Getting that free coffee was an off the cuff type thing. I mentioned that when I walked in that day I experienced an overwhelming state transformation where I transformed into the most handsome version of myself. I'm also pretty astute. I can tell when women are into me and when they aren't. From what I can tell, it's genuine.
04-25-2018, 10:51 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-25-2018, 10:55 PM by Determined.)
(04-25-2018, 06:42 AM)Raykon Wrote: I also almost ran away from DMSI to use exercise motivation but DMSI Helped me twice to go back to using it. I also feel some breakthroughs happening in my life. The funny thing about losing motivation for gyming Raykon is this: Me avoiding the gym was necessary for the breakthrough. The places and spaces we habitually visit actually keeps us locked in our current state. Breaking away from the gym environment was actually necessary for the breakthrough. The frames that I had about myself and about the world around me where only perpetuated by my gyming habit and these actively kept that block in place.
04-26-2018, 05:16 AM
04-26-2018, 10:59 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-26-2018, 11:01 AM by Determined.)
So I'm executing alot more now. I've been super social.
Women are actually openly flirting with me now which is really fun. I have this golden boy energy about me which people just love. The only issue is that after 30 minutes it wears off. My suspicion is that I might be an introvert (as introverts expend energy being social) while extroverts gain energy from being social. If so, I'll have to find a way to adjust that. Other than that, it's been the usual DMSI awesomeness. PTPA has been in full effect which I'm enjoying. I started 3.2A and noticed when I woke up I was still really tired, so I slept in for a few more hours. I've seriously been considering doing a write up of that block I just removed, solely because I've noticed some other members here struggle with the same thing unbeknownst to them. If I can help them transcend this limitation, I'd be honoured to have helped my fellow bretheren. I just have to find the right words and the right inspiration, it's an issue that definitely needs to have some light shone on it. Either way, things are going well. Much love to you all! (04-26-2018, 10:59 AM)Determined Wrote: So I'm executing alot more now. I've been super social. Introverts can be sexy as f**k. The 'strong silent, mysterious' type. The 'strong silent/detached/mysterious' demeanour can be used to increase sexual tension/implied status and the extroverted 'golden boy' side can help you meet more people and get girls comfortable. I don't think you should try to get rid of all of your introversion, but only to get rid of the anxiety that makes you think your doing something wrong if you dont talk as much (this is society conditioning trying to reduce sexual tension by getting you nervous). A silent calm, confident man that can look a girl in the eye with a slight smirk is one of the things girls get wet over. You don't even need to be the loudest guy in the room to be the sexiest. Check out 60 years of challenge stuff online, there should be a pdf floating around. I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power
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