Darwin’s Journal

[Darwinn]

you know what you're not wrong. That feeling is in the mix, what it is 'I dun wanna do' though is to be figured out yet.

[Shannon]

Sadly for that part of you, success is inevitable and your fears are inevitably going away, as long as you keep using USLM3.

[Darwinn]

The income stream I set up was expected to have a dip over Jan and Feb since these are the lowest months typically - I just vaguely had in mind that it would be great if we could get a guaranteed client over this period , I visualised it a little without expectation and exactly that has shown up - I didn’t think about how much we would make though and the client is expected to pay a bit less than I was hoping for, I didn’t specify this in my visualisation, Maybe I should have...

[THolt]

The income stream I set up was expected to have a dip over Jan and Feb since these are the lowest months typically - I just vaguely had in mind that it would be great if we could get a guaranteed client over this period , I visualised it a little without expectation and exactly that has shown up - I didn’t think about how much we would make though and the client is expected to pay a bit less than I was hoping for, I didn’t specify this in my visualisation, Maybe I should have...

Have you considered doing Ultra Monetary Success when it comes out?

[Shannon]

Of course you should have. Water flows along the easiest path to the lowest point, and the subconscious is literal and will follow the same principle in manifestation. Be specific. But congrats on figuring out the "not expecting much", because then you didn't get in your own way consciously. Set it and forget it.

[Darwinn]

@THolt I’m not sure man. I want money to buy more choice in how I spend my time, in order to do things that I feel need doing - but more importantly I want emotional and mental freedom. I think the latter will come from LTU maybe - though mentally I still really miss what I experienced on MLS.

@Shannon thanks man. I see how I’ve blocked manifestations now before I guess. It’s a bit tricky - we have to visualise things but then let them go, almost not desire them.

[Smuggler]

My understanding of it is to desire it but let go of the attachment to it. Knowing your life and everything else will be just as good, not worse without it manifesting, rather than obsess about not having it. Easier said than done though.

[THolt]

@THolt I’m not sure man. I want money to buy more choice in how I spend my time, in order to do things that I feel need doing - but more importantly I want emotional and mental freedom. I think the latter will come from LTU maybe - though mentally I still really miss what I experienced on MLS.

@Shannon thanks man. I see how I’ve blocked manifestations now before I guess. It’s a bit tricky - we have to visualise things but then let them go, almost not desire them.

@Darwin right now I am focusing on non monetary goals like increasing my self worth deservedness and I will wait until UMS comes to obviously focus on money. I really like what FRM is doing.

[Shannon]

The key is to manifest through awareness that time is not linear, that you already have what you desire in some reality you think is a "possible future", and to make that future your current reality by expressing gratitude for having what you wanted as if you already have it, until you have it.

Desire it, imagine it so clearly and passionately that you can see, hear, smell, taste and feel it, focus your emotional passion on having it, be genuinely grateful for having it, and relax, as if you have it. Then, do that again tomorrow. In the mean time... forget about it.

That's how it's done manually. Subliminal based manifestation is different.

It is challenging to get right, but once the subconscious understands what you want, you need only continue to direct it to the correct goal and give it the energy it needs to make it happen.

[Darwinn]

Thanks @Shannon that’s very clear and helpful - the only variable I don’t get yet in that equation is the energy. Where is that energy from? Is it a cost? Unlimited?

[Darwinn]

So reflecting on what just happened - I’m considering just starting a business with some probability of success. With that income stream there was a channel through which manifestations could emerge - perhaps I just need that now for my own life.

[Shannon]

The basic energy source is your emotional passion. It is possible to use other sources as well, but that is beyond the scope of this forum.

[Darwinn]

I'm just going to stop posting for a while. I got nothing at the moment except for the fact that I just realised I'm 12lbs heavier and my energy is just not there. I'm also getting negative vibes from people who are jealous, i've made some good things happen for people and that seems to be triggering people who are static and not moving.

For others i've actually made a massive difference, with this example and some coaching i had a friend seriously start turning his life around.

For myself - i'm not making shit happen really. I keep trying to kick in to gear but where as it's easy for me to do stuff for others, for myself i'm running in mud.

Why? probably some self aversion, fear of success, fear of responsibility - who knows.

I'll try and resist posting until the New year when i hopefully have broken through this very fat void of energy and motivation. By then maybe i'll move to LTU or fork out for another USLM 4 or who knows possibly go back to MLS since it's my beloved sub of dreams.

[Darwinn]

So whilst I know success is mounting up in some great ways - I’m just not getting any motive force to my action and mentally I’m so slow it’s makinh work difficult.

Im having dreams which are not quite dreams - they’re like dialogues on a given subject - then I wake up with a sudden deep and disturbing thought, the most recent was ‘everything will die’.

I know intellectually what my issue is but I can’t get back to it, I need to have that sense of personal responsibility , sounds weird but I can’t move to taking responsibility like I used to. The weird fear I have right now even though I want to move to MLS , is stopping USLM. Nevertheless that’s what I’m
Going go do very soon.