Darwin’s Journal

[kingcobra]

I combine them all, 3, 4, and 5 G's, and haven't experienced any issues. If I owned the company though I would probably tell people that too, because this is all about people being sold on the stuff and combining things can both enhance and dilute the effects, and if people aren't fully sold on the stuff there's a risk of them not appreciating the power of these tracks enough.

As a user I would suggest that you give it a try and see and then you can decide. The potential "risk" here is reduced effects overall so that's not anything I would think people should be too averse to experimenting with, especially a forex trader

If doing this turns you into Frankenstein then that's what I'll end up becoming and I'll post photos on here to document it

[Benjamin]

No I wouldn't suggest that and neither would Shannon, as all that will get people coming back and going "oh that didn't work" where it would have if they followed the instructions.

The reduced effects isn't a 'potential' risk at all, it's a definite risk. The instructions are there for a reason as Shannon has tested all of this. We don't need people coming and suggesting to go against the instructions as then that comes back to us with people whinging "oh it doesn't work" and wanting a refund because they didn't follow the instructions.

[Shannon]

I combine them all, 3, 4, and 5 G's, and haven't experienced any issues. If I owned the company though I would probably tell people that too, because this is all about people being sold on the stuff and combining things can both enhance and dilute the effects, and if people aren't fully sold on the stuff there's a risk of them not appreciating the power of these tracks enough.

As a user I would suggest that you give it a try and see and then you can decide. The potential "risk" here is reduced effects overall so that's not anything I would think people should be too averse to experimenting with, especially a forex trader

If doing this turns you into Frankenstein then that's what I'll end up becoming and I'll post photos on here to document it

Just because you don't understand what is happening, doesn't mean nothing is happening.

First, you have invalidated your option for a refund, because you did not use them according to the instructions.

Second, you are absolutely degrading the effects and effectiveness of the programs.

Third, you are giving advice that directly contradicts the instructions, which were written to keep people safe and make them get what they paid for.

And last but not least, you are putting yourself at unknown risk.

As one of the owners, it is not all about making money here. If it were, we would be following the model you see being used by some of our competitors. Instead, I want people to get what they pay for, and do so safely. The fact is, this requires focus on a goal.

You cannot sail one ship to three ports at the same time, and get there at the same time.

So...

Don't want to follow the instructions? Fine, that's on you. You lose the efficiency the programs are designed to have and some or all of the effects, an option for a refund, and you put yourself at risk for unknown negative results. That is on you.

But don't advise people to do things that go against the instructions and put them at the same risk.

For the millionth time...

FOLLOW THE DIRECTIONS.

[Darwinn]

Ok that's pretty clear and unequivocal - will refrain from using the 3g alongside LTU. Haven't combined subs previously and won't now.

[Darwinn]

I have a desire to face myself and my big fears. I'm going through periods where I feel like I'm nothing and nothing really means anything which is liberating but also weirdly with this comes the thought that I'm just playing a character I've invented - this character is limited and behaves in a limited way for the purpose of survival, it has some momentum but ultimately can be let go of - though it wants to continue to survive and so will subvert it's own destruction.

Deep.

[Darwinn]

oh man. I have a lot of fear coming up about everything. I'm crazily afraid about how I look, being dumb/seen to be dumb, and being attacked for it.

I have scenarios coming up now in my life which have always killed me, small for most, but for me their pretty bad - work meetings where I have to be an expert. My mind goes blank, and I zone out to the point where I don't understand what people are saying. I have about 5 of these over the next week.

I think learning about markets and trading as well as LTU (possibly markets and trading have come up because of LTU) have made me start to observe and respond to fear less, it's still there, like a gremlin munching on my heart and soul, but I know that letting my actions follow from it only spells disaster. So I'm facing, allowing it to be there, and continuing to take the best actions I can with detachment from the need to feel good even if in the short term these actions are slow and weak I expect consistency in this approach will yield solid results.

Studying trading and LTU is also giving me a new appreciation for loss. Loss is inevitable, loss of money, loss of face, loss of esteem, but there is not much choice if you want to live a good life but to handle it with calm and reason.

Other parts of life, socially and with women are flowing easily. I'm able to engage socially and charismatically without giving it a second thought.

[Darwinn]

Went through the first trial/hurdle, a lower stakes meeting where people generally knew less than me so I wasn't challenged. still it was good because I didn't freeze...a result for sure.

Now tomorrow another meeting, more intense and with more judgmental people..let's see what happens.

[Darwinn]

So the meetings steadily improve. it's still not great but getting much better. I've started taking much healthier and balanced approaches to things like fitness, diet etc. doing short sharp work outs where I can each day, which boosts brain function, makes me relax and think clearer.

It's valuable not caring much about what others thing. if they have a negative view it's really their problem and not mine, I'm just doing me. This attitude is really allowing me to make decisions based purely on my own welfare and interest - part of which is just being giving, and contributing simply for the sake of it.

[Darwinn]

I'm a week away from two months.

Hard to report on something mind shattering. I'm just happier and happier and less and less worried about stuff. I'm able to care much more about going for a run for half an hour during the day than worry about how it will look. I've had to give speeches and hold meetings and not suffer horrible anxiety.

I've even managed to pick up on where I'm being a bit of a d*ck, realising that I can be passive aggressive in trying to dominate others by 'showing off' or delegitimising their points of view with little comments, rather than just listen and be present with them. This is starting to allow a bit more space for just appreciating people for who they are, with all their kinks and quirks.

On reflection this is no small thing - it seems that every interaction has carried with it something to gain or lose and this desire to 'win' in interactions or 'not lose' , really does lead to a lot of undermining and anxiety. I do it to people and others do it to me. Now if what they do doesn't matter and I have my own self worth which can't be taken away by other peoples games to make them feel their own worth, my need to engage in this game has diminished.

It's still evolving though. I'm still sensitive to being slighted, or condescension.

[Darwinn]

I would like to add, this realisation that I'm a bit of a d*ck to others has also made me realise that I do it because I often perceive myself to be a victim and have no power in the world which is crazy. It's subtle and sits beneath the surface but this victim mentality really does create a hatred and a kind of imaginary desire for justice. I think every person who is an asshole believes they have a right to be and are justified.

I'm looking forward to letting go completely of this victimhood, I know it's not completely gone, and can be triggered to rear it's ugly head from time to time.

[Darwinn]

My confidence is so much higher than previously. Objectively I couldn't previously dream of challenging established views, especially of people who seemingly occupy a higher status to me. Now I can! and it's paying back so much in terms of just happiness, sense of control over my life. I actually had a productive argument with senior management in my company and managed to put across some game changing ideas which have made a difference.

This victim gremlin creeps up on me still, pulling me off task, making me procrastinate, but rather than beating myself up about it I just realise it's at play, let go of the past and start again from what I want to do.

I'm learning to trade and excelling at this, hopefully this will create a foundation for building wealth over the long term. New opportunities are cropping up every day.

[Darwinn]

Shit - on the other side of being such a victim was a whole new reality and now so much opportunity - almost feel like a blank slate upon which something totally new can be written

[Darwinn]

Results...

Unbelievable really. I have a whole new relationship with my family and friends emerging. Not needing to be right and for them to be wrong, when people throw sh*t at me it hit's an invisible shield around me. Increasingly I'm able to respond productively to difficult and unpleasant situations - even when they're grossly unfair...I really hope this continues.. if it did honestly I wonder if it would be possible to become emotionally indestructible

[Darwinn]

I should add though I've been doing some personal development seminars which have been astounding for giving up baggage and being really aware.

They've helped me build up the skill of being honest with myself and dealing being on the case with fulfilling my dreams.