DMSI Journal

[Purple Jade]

I think I'm just enjoying the healing part of it as I found out from reading others journals.

Today is day 4 and I think I am having the ghosting effect. People just ignored me.

[Purple Jade]

Continuing on A only. Two loops hybrid TS at bedtime with sleep phone.
Day 4
First half of the night slept really well and woke up at 2 am not able to go to sleep. Lying in bed for a while and got up to clean up the bedroom a little bit - I would've never done this before DMSI. Then wondering what to wear, after trying at least 5 set of outfits, Ditched all sexy career woman looks and chose the "feminine and romantic" chiffon floaty dress. Again, I suspect mostly DMSI at work. Let's see if I still get ghosted.

As for how I feel, although I didn't have a full night sleep, I feel good overall. No headache. I still feel very warm vernight. Not sure how pheromones is working, I somehow have no smell on me, like no signature. I know my sense hasn't changed and I can still smell good food from 3 doors down, and/or a very horny guy. Previously I did have a very slight unoffensive b/o, not strong enough to use deodorant, but now, no smell.

[Purple Jade]

Oh dear, someone just literally made me invisible in a meeting with less than 10 people in the room. This guy said "not sure if Purple Jade has called into the conference line..." then 3-4 people just couldn't help but yell out SHE is right here. And yes, I was just sitting at his 2 o'clock position across the table.

Very strange as I have been present in this weekly meeting every time and have never "dial in". And I'm sure he always noticed me previously.

[Purple Jade]

Day 5,

Not much going on, just random smiles from guys. A bit tired and my appetite has increased.

[Purple Jade]

Never have I received so much male attention in my life!

Walking around the CBD, I fell like a queen, as every second guy walking past wouldn't take their eyes off me. Every second one was a bit exaggerated, but you get what I meant. And at work, I think the celebrity effect is coming through, so women are nice and warm towards me and men are just like MEN towards me.

The guy who ghosted me walked past my desk, saying hello which I responded back with hello. After leaving my area a few steps, he then walked back and asked me a question which everyone would have been able to answer and got his answer. He then left, walked a couple of steps, and turned back just to say "thank you" for the third time.

AMAZING.

I saw others people mentioned "injury" during DMSI and assumed it was a form of resistance. I don't feel any mental resistance towards DMSI, however, I have been feeling nerve/muscle pain through my left arm since the second day of DMSI and I am quite sure I didn't do anything physically silly to trigger this. Will monitor this.

[Purple Jade]

From highest day 6 to lowest day 7, it was an emotional roller coaster. Had a really frustrating day. I didn't seem to get anything right and felt like I needed someone to love me and to validate me. The need for a male validation was something that I thought I had gotten rid of and I thought I had almost got over my past emotional baggage. Although I know this is DMSI healing me, I still couldn't control my emotions being so low.

The good thing is that I don't feel like quitting, instead, I feel like my subC is asking me to listen more.

[mimi]

Don't quit Purple Jade. We support you. However difficult it may be, you're clearing a lot and making space for better. You can do it!!

[Purple Jade]

I’m putting DMSI in real life test today. Planning to meet someone offline today and let’s see how the sniper is working.

[kalmah0804]

This has been my experience on DMSI as well. You'll go from on top of the world noticing every single attractive person oogling at you like you were a greek god/goddess to soulcrushing desolate depression and despair. It's really not an easy sub to stick with, but that being said, when I did stick with 3.01-A, I had some of the best results in my entire life, and even though the resistance in 3.1-A is infinitely more turbulent and difficult than any other sub I have ever run from Shannon, I'd imagine that had I stuck with my original 3.1-A run for more than the first 32 days, I would have experienced even more insane results.

And as far as offline results go, don't fret if the date with this guy doesn't work out. He may not actually be an individual affected by your sniper, and you may end up in a mental state due to other circumstances that cause you to stop executing during the duration of the date.

Just stick with the program and trust in it's power to turn you into a successful, powerful, sexual goddess, and no matter how hard the resistance gets, keep battling through. It may help during a time of really bad resistance to take 2-3 days off from running the sub altogether--the bloom experience is like a literal 24-48 hour high, and can take a lot of pressure off of your mind until you go back at it with a more positive, wholesome mindset.

I'm really eager to see how the results effect a female user. I accidentally ran my loops in a hotel room one night while my younger sister was in the room next door to me--I didn't know it but she had the door open and could hear the loops. When I woke up the next day, I was very horrified at the way that she looked (as her protective older brother, I mean). I can't imagine what 5-7 loops might do to you if you are able to stick it through and run it for at least 90-100 days. Male and female sexuality are obviously very differently expressed in our society--it was crazy to see my sister affected by the sub just over one night of listening, because I hadn't been able to truly understand the power of the sub until my normally average-looking sister became someone I was worried would begin attracting all sorts of guys while walking around with me.

[Purple Jade]

This has been my experience on DMSI as well. You'll go from on top of the world noticing every single attractive person oogling at you like you were a greek god/goddess to soulcrushing desolate depression and despair. It's really not an easy sub to stick with, but that being said, when I did stick with 3.01-A, I had some of the best results in my entire life, and even though the resistance in 3.1-A is infinitely more turbulent and difficult than any other sub I have ever run from Shannon, I'd imagine that had I stuck with my original 3.1-A run for more than the first 32 days, I would have experienced even more insane results.

And as far as offline results go, don't fret if the date with this guy doesn't work out. He may not actually be an individual affected by your sniper, and you may end up in a mental state due to other circumstances that cause you to stop executing during the duration of the date.

Just stick with the program and trust in it's power to turn you into a successful, powerful, sexual goddess, and no matter how hard the resistance gets, keep battling through. It may help during a time of really bad resistance to take 2-3 days off from running the sub altogether--the bloom experience is like a literal 24-48 hour high, and can take a lot of pressure off of your mind until you go back at it with a more positive, wholesome mindset.

I'm really eager to see how the results effect a female user. I accidentally ran my loops in a hotel room one night while my younger sister was in the room next door to me--I didn't know it but she had the door open and could hear the loops. When I woke up the next day, I was very horrified at the way that she looked (as her protective older brother, I mean). I can't imagine what 5-7 loops might do to you if you are able to stick it through and run it for at least 90-100 days. Male and female sexuality are obviously very differently expressed in our society--it was crazy to see my sister affected by the sub just over one night of listening, because I hadn't been able to truly understand the power of the sub until my normally average-looking sister became someone I was worried would begin attracting all sorts of guys while walking around with me.

Thank you so much for your kind words. They brought tears to my eyes. Another emotional day ahead.

[RTBoss]

This has been my experience on DMSI as well. You'll go from on top of the world noticing every single attractive person oogling at you like you were a greek god/goddess to soulcrushing desolate depression and despair. It's really not an easy sub to stick with, but that being said, when I did stick with 3.01-A, I had some of the best results in my entire life, and even though the resistance in 3.1-A is infinitely more turbulent and difficult than any other sub I have ever run from Shannon, I'd imagine that had I stuck with my original 3.1-A run for more than the first 32 days, I would have experienced even more insane results.

And as far as offline results go, don't fret if the date with this guy doesn't work out. He may not actually be an individual affected by your sniper, and you may end up in a mental state due to other circumstances that cause you to stop executing during the duration of the date.

Just stick with the program and trust in it's power to turn you into a successful, powerful, sexual goddess, and no matter how hard the resistance gets, keep battling through. It may help during a time of really bad resistance to take 2-3 days off from running the sub altogether--the bloom experience is like a literal 24-48 hour high, and can take a lot of pressure off of your mind until you go back at it with a more positive, wholesome mindset.

I'm really eager to see how the results effect a female user. I accidentally ran my loops in a hotel room one night while my younger sister was in the room next door to me--I didn't know it but she had the door open and could hear the loops. When I woke up the next day, I was very horrified at the way that she looked (as her protective older brother, I mean). I can't imagine what 5-7 loops might do to you if you are able to stick it through and run it for at least 90-100 days. Male and female sexuality are obviously very differently expressed in our society--it was crazy to see my sister affected by the sub just over one night of listening, because I hadn't been able to truly understand the power of the sub until my normally average-looking sister became someone I was worried would begin attracting all sorts of guys while walking around with me.

Not many have witnessed another, in person, affected by DMSI on these forums. What version was she exposed to? "Horrified" is a strong word, she must have been exuding a strong sexual aura.

[kalmah0804]

This has been my experience on DMSI as well. You'll go from on top of the world noticing every single attractive person oogling at you like you were a greek god/goddess to soulcrushing desolate depression and despair. It's really not an easy sub to stick with, but that being said, when I did stick with 3.01-A, I had some of the best results in my entire life, and even though the resistance in 3.1-A is infinitely more turbulent and difficult than any other sub I have ever run from Shannon, I'd imagine that had I stuck with my original 3.1-A run for more than the first 32 days, I would have experienced even more insane results.

And as far as offline results go, don't fret if the date with this guy doesn't work out. He may not actually be an individual affected by your sniper, and you may end up in a mental state due to other circumstances that cause you to stop executing during the duration of the date.

Just stick with the program and trust in it's power to turn you into a successful, powerful, sexual goddess, and no matter how hard the resistance gets, keep battling through. It may help during a time of really bad resistance to take 2-3 days off from running the sub altogether--the bloom experience is like a literal 24-48 hour high, and can take a lot of pressure off of your mind until you go back at it with a more positive, wholesome mindset.

I'm really eager to see how the results effect a female user. I accidentally ran my loops in a hotel room one night while my younger sister was in the room next door to me--I didn't know it but she had the door open and could hear the loops. When I woke up the next day, I was very horrified at the way that she looked (as her protective older brother, I mean). I can't imagine what 5-7 loops might do to you if you are able to stick it through and run it for at least 90-100 days. Male and female sexuality are obviously very differently expressed in our society--it was crazy to see my sister affected by the sub just over one night of listening, because I hadn't been able to truly understand the power of the sub until my normally average-looking sister became someone I was worried would begin attracting all sorts of guys while walking around with me.

Not many have witnessed another, in person, affected by DMSI on these forums. What version was she exposed to? "Horrified" is a strong word, she must have been exuding a strong sexual aura.

She was exposed to 7 loops overnight of DMSI 3.1-A. Horrified is strong because I'm her older brother and what she looked like to me legitimately shocked me very strongly. I could really see the immense power of the program when ran on someone who didn't have a lot of emotional baggage over the course of just a single night, and especially being a heterosexual male who understands what female attractiveness looks like a lot more than male attractiveness, it was legitimately shocking to see my little sister--who again, is normally jsut sort of average looking--executing the program in such a strong fashion over only just one night of loops.

[Purple Jade]

Last night’s date went quite well. He was very smitten with me and the attraction was mutual. Half an hour into the date, we were already planning what to do with our second one. The more I looked at him, the stronger the physical attraction came through and I think it was working both ways. I sure hope Shannon’s anti sniper is working perfectly as increasing interests is a good sign, right?

During the day at work, I had a male colleague looking at me up and down without any disguise. I was a bit shock to see that as he’s over 50 and you would think he should have learned to be subtle about it.

[dweller94]

Last night’s date went quite well. He was very smitten with me and the attraction was mutual. Half an hour into the date, we were already planning what to do with our second one. The more I looked at him, the stronger the physical attraction came through and I think it was working both ways. I sure hope Shannon’s anti sniper is working perfectly as increasing interests is a good sign, right?

During the day at work, I had a male colleague looking at me up and down without any disguise. I was a bit shock to see that as he’s over 50 and you would think he should have learned to be subtle about it.

Ain’t no such thing as subtle with DMSI