I believe it's now day 10 since stopping DMSI 2.5, in preparation for DMSI 3.0.
Been meditating quite regularly these past few days.
Usual routine of deep muscle relaxation, listening meditation, and then pure meditation.
Been having some pretty damn annoying fears of possession and negative entities. I've been having such fears for quite a while (even as a kid). I didn't have those fears for quite a while, and they resurfaced recently (like 2-3 days ago).
While I know it's nothing and coming from within, fear is still annoying. Hopefully DMSI will help clear that out (and if not, I'm planning on running E1-2 eventually).
I don't know why I have these fears, really. Things that I've been doing to get over the fear :
- feeling the fear throughout. Literally digging down deep and feeling it out
- calling on God for protection
- Ganesha mantra (love this one)
- white light visualization (eh, why not)
- being with the fear and questioning why and where and how, i.e self inquiry
Seems to have loosened a little now. If you had such fears, please do share how you faced it and conquered it.
Something else that is interesting about my practice is that I believe I caught a glimpse of my own soul (or just.. the soul)!
Which is pretty amazing. As I was meditating, my vision lit up slightly for a few seconds, and I got this sense of euphoria.
I don't know why or how, but I figured it was a glimpse of our true nature.
True or not, I feel more free now, and it makes me truly believe that we really aren't just bags of meat.
While this all isn't specifically related to girls and DMSI, it might be related to the clearing from DMSI.
Been meditating quite regularly these past few days.
Usual routine of deep muscle relaxation, listening meditation, and then pure meditation.
Been having some pretty damn annoying fears of possession and negative entities. I've been having such fears for quite a while (even as a kid). I didn't have those fears for quite a while, and they resurfaced recently (like 2-3 days ago).
While I know it's nothing and coming from within, fear is still annoying. Hopefully DMSI will help clear that out (and if not, I'm planning on running E1-2 eventually).
I don't know why I have these fears, really. Things that I've been doing to get over the fear :
- feeling the fear throughout. Literally digging down deep and feeling it out
- calling on God for protection
- Ganesha mantra (love this one)
- white light visualization (eh, why not)
- being with the fear and questioning why and where and how, i.e self inquiry
Seems to have loosened a little now. If you had such fears, please do share how you faced it and conquered it.
Something else that is interesting about my practice is that I believe I caught a glimpse of my own soul (or just.. the soul)!
Which is pretty amazing. As I was meditating, my vision lit up slightly for a few seconds, and I got this sense of euphoria.
I don't know why or how, but I figured it was a glimpse of our true nature.
True or not, I feel more free now, and it makes me truly believe that we really aren't just bags of meat.
While this all isn't specifically related to girls and DMSI, it might be related to the clearing from DMSI.
