DMSI 5.0 6G Journal

[ichigo]

FRM kicking my ass but in a good way.

I've become very dedicated to stretching, particularly in the hips/lower back, and consciously trying to release tension down there and breath deeply.

While this is going on I'm still in "hermit" mode. I'm also dieting pretty hard so not much energy for the aura to work with. I feel it kick into life a little every now and again, but I'm not really focused on external results atm. I'm just focused internally, trying to clear up these blockages with the hope it will free up aura and HOPEFULLY increase blood flow to erections as a result.

Shannon, this urge to stretch and release, is this FRM doing its thing? Or in theory should FRM be able to remove all fears / blockages without me consciously doing anything? I don't want to get in the way of anything FRM might be doing under the hood, but it feels like the right thing to do?

[Superlative]

Currently I'm alternating between feeling bad (FRM) and feeling amazing (execution).

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You keep mentioning you have erection problems and need cialis....Do you masterbate? Do you watch porn? do you do both? I'm a fair bit older than you and I only have issues if I do the above, and when I don't do any of that for long periods of time (2 months +) I feel like I'm 17 again, getting random boners.   Even more so now that I've lost a lot of weight.  I could never imagine myself needing cialis, or any kind of medication for those problems.