DMSI 3.2 Journal (27 Male)

[Believe]

Day 21:

I realised today, that i have lost any interest on watching porn

[Believe]

Day 21 part 2:
I strongly believe that DMSI is making her body to react better to mine. Last night i had sex seriously in the middle of nowhere. It was like bushes, trees, birds, stars. I received a question from her which was " how are you doing it? How are you making my body to react to your every move every time?"


Day 22: i am at a coffee shop listening to my loop now.

Part 2: I was in a place full of people, and i felt like DMSI it wasn't working at all. But now that i am thinking about it more clearly, the reason was because i did not find anyone attractive.

[Believe]

Day 23:
I listened to my loop last night. This morning went to a coffee shop to do some work, and there is a girl that i find very attractive.
Before DMSI she wasn't paying any attention.
After DMSI she is.

Today though i did realise something. In order for the other person to actually get sniped, we need to have eye contact, even for a short second.
Anyone else experienced that?


Small edit: I've noticed that my hunger levels are back to normal

[Believe]

Day 24:
I've listened to my loop mid-day.
I went out at night with a group of girls. DMSI was on fire!
LOOOOOONG Story short, i left with one of the girls, and we went somewhere in the middle of no-where and while we were having sex the other one (from that group) was calling me because she forgot her phone in my car.
I told her that i can't take it to her at that point so tomorrow. She kept calling and long story short she blocked me on facebook this morning. I thought partially she was annoyed because she understood I was banging her friend.

Day 25: I will listen to my loop at some point during the day.

[Believe]

I haven't listened to my loop yet. I am feeling resistant that i don't want to listen to it.... and a lot, but a lot of anger without any reason

[Believe]

Day 25: I skipped my loop. I was feeling SOOOO much resistance!


Day 26&27&28: Busy days with work. I believe the Procrastination program of DMSI is kicking my ass.
Nothing extraordinary with women. My confidence is through the rough

[Believe]

Day 29:
I've listened to my loop. I am receiving a lot of looks from a lot of women, but so far i have never been approached by one.

About last night. the girl i have been sleeping with lately she climaxed 3 times in 20 minutes.
She was asking me again how comes and she is always yet when she is with me. I am not sure if that's DMSI or not but we will know when the part A comes out.

[Believe]

Day 30 & 31:

I started getting bored of DMSI. I am feeling that i am in danger of Oneities (getting serious with someone). I am resisting DMSI because that woman she is very close to all that i ever wanted in a woman and i don't want to cheat on her.

I am waiting for DMSI part A for the healing....
I will continue with my part B until then because it helps me not to procrastinate & it looks like it makes sex more pleasurable for the woman

[Believe]

Day 32 - It was my day off

Day 33 - I will start now DMSI Part A.
I will write more about it tomorrow
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So i Listened my DMSI Part A through my MacBook Pro with a Hybrid Flac loop.
I had some weird dreams that i don't remember all of them clearly.
But one i remember it was that i was having sex with the mother of my brothers best friends girlfriend, which i only met her once and i don't even remember her face or how she looks like, but i know it was her. And at some point her other daughter which i never met but heard about her she caught us, there was some drama there


Question:
Does coffee influence DMSI Part A as well?

[Believe]

DMSI "A" Day 8:

DMSI - A is very comfortable. I am watching dreams every night but i can't remember them.
The only times i remember are the dream i said above. A few days ago i watched that i was going to sell cocaine and i was trying not to have any but it was liquid cocaine. (by the way, i have NEVER done ANY drugs!). Weiiiird dreams.
And i remember last night i was shooting something and it was fun and i did not want to wake up.

I am sleeping longer than usualy

[Zane]

Weird, I had the same dream related to drugs on "B".

[Sanbosay]

Day 32 - It was my day off

Day 33 - I will start now DMSI Part A.
I will write more about it tomorrow
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So i Listened my DMSI Part A through my MacBook Pro with a Hybrid Flac loop.
I had some weird dreams that i don't remember all of them clearly.
But one i remember it was that i was having sex with the mother of my brothers best friends girlfriend, which i only met her once and i don't even remember her face or how she looks like, but i know it was her. And at some point her other daughter which i never met but heard about her she caught us, there was some drama there


Question:
Does coffee influence DMSI Part A as well?

Yes! Unless stated otherwise.

[Believe]

DMSI A - Day 9:

Last night i was a combination of Batman and Iron Man. It was a lot of fun
How is it possible not to sleep longer when you are watching such an amazing dream?

[Believe]

Day 12:
A friend reminded me that i was supposed to do a break. I will do it tonight.

In general things are veeeery boring