05-23-2017, 01:59 PM
A seems to kick in as I see some signs of attraction again. Today while out for eating there was a group of girls in front of me. Only one seemed to be affected but got a foot display first. Later I got arm pits and boobs presentation and before I left I also got some bare foot presentations. During the day I also encountered here and there women who were staring at me. They looked away when I looked at them for some seconds but later they continued looking. Also got a good view on a panty but I think this was by accident as she was already sitting this way as I arrived.
On other note some inner things are going on. There are different things about my body that trigger insecurity easy. It improved on subs but it's still there. Today in the city I noticed a guy with most of the body traits I don't like on my body. But the thing is even with these traits this guy seemed confident as hell. That's where I was asking myself "If this guy can be confident as hell why I can't? It is simply a mindset, no more. He has many of the problems I have got but for some reason they aren't problems for him". It's not that I didn't knew that it is about the mindset but here I got it presented on a silver plate.
Last but not least, in my first post I said that MHS seemed to have identified some of the things which disturb my sleep. And it looks like it was really the case. Not saying my sleep is perfect but after sorting these things out it is much better.
On other note some inner things are going on. There are different things about my body that trigger insecurity easy. It improved on subs but it's still there. Today in the city I noticed a guy with most of the body traits I don't like on my body. But the thing is even with these traits this guy seemed confident as hell. That's where I was asking myself "If this guy can be confident as hell why I can't? It is simply a mindset, no more. He has many of the problems I have got but for some reason they aren't problems for him". It's not that I didn't knew that it is about the mindset but here I got it presented on a silver plate.
Last but not least, in my first post I said that MHS seemed to have identified some of the things which disturb my sleep. And it looks like it was really the case. Not saying my sleep is perfect but after sorting these things out it is much better.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
