Custom Subliminals Journal

[Shannon]

Been feeling pretty good lately. I'm not experiencing any euphoria like I did the first time I ran ASC however as I noted 2 days ago the effects this time seem more gradual rather than the BURST of confidence I experienced back in November. I am regaining my ability to plow through negativity like I used to, however I still feel some insecurity or fear however it's not as crippling. By the end of February the sub will have completely taken hold, and I'll be back to my happy-go-lucky way of thinking .

The burst effect only happens when you are significantly below the level of confidence the program generates. Because it did work, and the effects did last, you noticed a less obvious change this time.

Ultra Success is really something else. The manifestations are really impressive. It does remind me of Luck Magnifier in that it's almost surreal and eerie how the things I've been thinking about suddenly manifest in front of me. For example, I'd been thinking (for a while) about moving out however it was more of a fantasy and I had no actual plans of being able to make that happen. Lo and behold two of my friends came to me yesterday and told me that they needed another roommate for their condo! I just recently looked it up and the place seems pretty nice actually and the rent and utilities are pretty reasoanable as well.

That's how I ended up living in Savannah. US all the way, baby!

[snip]

I'm going to try to at least get 30 days, if not 60-90 days on this combo. By the end, I'm hoping to have the effects be more permanent so that if I jump into Sex Magnet 2.0 or AM5.0 I'll have rock solid confidence and a success driven mindset.

Both of which include confidence builders also. This should be interesting.

[K-Train]

Yeah, Shannon, I'm really excited about this combo. I'm enjoying it so far. Thanks again for making these customs! Hopefully the success programming from this combo carries over into the other six-stage sets. It'd be nice to be able to enjoy full effects from SM or AM off the bat because my confidence would already be stabilized.

[K-Train]

Week 2 on ASC and Ultra Success customs. The euphoria has been long lasting and I feel out of sync sometimes. I've been feeling it for the past 4 days now. I'm really getting after things, been applying to colleges and have had some opportunities open up. I'm ready to move on and I'm ready to bring in my own money. I feel like I deserve success, that I deserve to have the best things, and I'm starting to do whatever is necessary to achieve them I've been so dialed and so focused on school but I'm loving the changes.

ASC is filling in the gaps so to speak. I don't feel like fear is holding me back like it used to. I'm more likely to simply just do things rather than wait and allow fear to consume me. Like today I had to talk to my program director about a personal matter. Normally, I'd be nervous to do this but I simply walked in and said how I feel. I just wish my voice would sound more confident but I'm sure that will come in due time. Another run of AM is probably in order but I want to enjoy at least 30 days of this awesome combo.

[K-Train]

While I was walking on campus I happened to see my reflection in one of the doors. I hated it. I'd been dressing down for the past month, in a traditional college-boy hobo attire and for some reason the sight of it completely pissed me off. So I changed it up and made sure to wear something better, something business casual at the least. It goes back to the old saying, "if you don't have a dime in your pocket, at least dress well so people won't think so". Guess it's time to filter out the old crap and start getting serious about my attire.

[K-Train]

One of the most...unpleasant things I like doing is telling a girl I'm friends with "I'm not looking for anything serious" after they make an attempt to come onto you. *Sigh*.

Other than that, can't complain. Success is coming. I've had some rather great breakthroughs in terms of opportunties coming up. The things I've wanted seem to come to fruition, and I'm able to act upon opportunities more which is a combined effect of both ASC and Ultra Success. The euphoria has been pretty consistent and guess I'm dimension walker lol. Today, I've noticed that "numb" feeling, almost emotionless. Fear and apprehension are still present, but not as bad as before. Hopefully I'll be able to keep this up for the next month or so.

[K-Train]

It's been about a month since I started my custom sub journey of ASC and Ultra Success and I am now 1/3 through with my journey. ASC's effects have been building and building. The effects seem to mirror that of AM2011. I'm much more calm and rarely angered. Last week I had some drama come up but I was so unreactive about that even my mom was suprised.

For some reason, I'm experiencing a large degree of laziness and procrastination which is most likely resistance to US. Damn it, I hate this. Two weeks ago I was unstoppable and was relentless with going after opportunities but lately I've felt like a lazy bum.

I'm more forward in my interactions with women too, it's great! I'm supposed to be raising money for a charity event and I went up to one of my female friends (very attractive) and said "hey, you're attractive, wanna help me raise some money?" The nonchalant way I said it was priceless. I do believe that the effects from AM2011 are basically being brought forth more now since my confidence is building. I need to hit up a party so I can get a better "assesment" of where I am in this department.

One thing I do like is that I'm not "wild" like I was during my first ASC custom run in November. My confidence this time is much more smooth and natural. As Shannon stated, my confidence last time was simply so low that when I added in ASC my mind didn't know how to handle the new me and I became a bit TOO confident. If I can get through 90 days of this combo, SM and AM will be a breeze.

Shannon, if you're reading this, is it still necessary for me to get a refresher of AM before running SM/WM IF I use ASC for 90 days?

[Shannon]

Shannon, if you're reading this, is it still necessary for me to get a refresher of AM before running SM/WM IF I use ASC.for 90 days?

If Alpha Male was only doing self confidence, no. But it does a lot more than self confidence. So yes, you need a refresher of AM.

[Roy]

Shannon,would the refresher be running the refresher stage or the entire
Alpha Male set from the beginning?

[Shannon]

Shannon,would the refresher be running the refresher stage or the entire
Alpha Male set from the beginning?

You could do either. I'd say just use Stage 6 for 32 days.

[Ryan]

Are you planning to do WM?

[Tigurinn]

Shannon,would the refresher be running the refresher stage or the entire
Alpha Male set from the beginning?

You could do either. I'd say just use Stage 6 for 32 days.

Hi, so Alpha Male's 2011 refresher stage is not Stage 3 for 32 days ?? I'm just wondering because I came across a post that kinda said otherwise
(http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Tiger-...nal?page=2 - the fifth post)

[Shannon]

Shannon,would the refresher be running the refresher stage or the entire
Alpha Male set from the beginning?

You could do either. I'd say just use Stage 6 for 32 days.

Hi, so Alpha Male's 2011 refresher stage is not Stage 3 for 32 days ?? I'm just wondering because I came across a post that kinda said otherwise
(http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Tiger-...nal?page=2 - the fifth post)

Stage 3 or Stage 6 can be used for a refresher. Stage 3 is better for use as a refresher after a longer period of time without having used the program, when you do not have time to re-run the program again.

[K-Train]

About 40 days on ASC and US. The effects have been up and down due to pockets of resistance. This weekend, I went down to south florida on a trip with some friends and had a blast. I also wore some P83 but I still felt like most of my actions were naturally. Managed to get a number from one of the girls I remembered at last year's trip and hand another girl (very attractive) grind her boobs on back repeatedly. Not a bad trip I must say lol.

I feel like this combo is a set all on its own. Although my confidence is much more solid and authentic there are still visions of past times when I wasn't confident. Those images and events flash and then are followed by my own shame/anger at me not being more vocal and confident. It's the same with Ultra-Success. While listening to Ultra-Success I remember the missed opportunities in my life, the times where I could have accomplished so much had I simply pulled the trigger and went for it, the times when I sabotaged myself in relationships and other things. But I acknowledge that they happened and realize that I have an opportunity to achieve what I want right now by making the right decisions.

All these events continue to urge me forward. So far, I have remained immune to any outside influences that would normally make me abandon my combo and I have remained quite consistent with my daily exposure. My subconsious detects this though. I can tell that there is a part of me that is a bit uneasy about the idea of me becoming unshakably confident and successful. I say this because normally at this benchmark my mind tries to find ways to derail me but perhaps my subconsious has finally begun to fully yield...

[Shannon]

Speaking of P83, what dose do you prefer? I find that right about 35 mcg is the magic spot for me.