This semester didn't go as planned. Not in the slightest. It sucks because I feel as if I did EVERYTHING right. I chose to use MLS 3.0 for 120 days before the semester, I chose the most sensible schedule and the best professors, I had a master plan...it didn't unfold as I wanted it too but at least my GPA won't take a major hit.
I never expected Acid Reflux to return and set me back this way but it did. Whatever motivation I had to learn courtesy of MLS3.0 was nuked. I was depressed for about 75% of the semester, only in the past month did things improve and that was because my reflux had been severyly reduced to nill. There was so much I wanted to do....at this new university I felt like I had an opportunity to ball out, rise above my peers, and stand out like a badass thanks to MLS...lol some plan. Maybe I should have used Overcome Procrastination instead of doing MLS solo. Maybe I should have ran Ultra-Success. Maybe I should have set up my speakers in the recommended 180 degree format Shannon suggested which could have reduced the time it took to see results from MHS by half. Maybe if Saturn wasn't positioned in such a bad spot I wouldn't be going through all this. Maybe this, maybe that, blah blah blah blah blah. As of right now...F#CK IT ALL. I DON'T CARE. It's done. I'm moving on from this sh!t. Don't have time for regret, guilt, and all that other BS.
Ok so that sh!ts off my chest, here's the update. MHS is kicking ass still although I believe my fear of chronic diseases has attempted to manifest another condition but this time I understand its all BS. In light of this, I am now going to plan out my next semester a bit more carefully. First off, fear, it needs to go away. Don't need it. So I'm considering OGFS or OF. OF has the best script out of the two IMO but OGFS covers more issues. Hell I might just flip on a coin on it and be done with it. I'll try to close out one more week of MHS and go from there.
As mentioned I figured out how to set up my speakers to give me a 180 degree angle suggested for the 3D stereospatial effects. Definitely had much more intense dreams last night as a result so maybe now I won't have to wait 90 days to get results from subs.
I never expected Acid Reflux to return and set me back this way but it did. Whatever motivation I had to learn courtesy of MLS3.0 was nuked. I was depressed for about 75% of the semester, only in the past month did things improve and that was because my reflux had been severyly reduced to nill. There was so much I wanted to do....at this new university I felt like I had an opportunity to ball out, rise above my peers, and stand out like a badass thanks to MLS...lol some plan. Maybe I should have used Overcome Procrastination instead of doing MLS solo. Maybe I should have ran Ultra-Success. Maybe I should have set up my speakers in the recommended 180 degree format Shannon suggested which could have reduced the time it took to see results from MHS by half. Maybe if Saturn wasn't positioned in such a bad spot I wouldn't be going through all this. Maybe this, maybe that, blah blah blah blah blah. As of right now...F#CK IT ALL. I DON'T CARE. It's done. I'm moving on from this sh!t. Don't have time for regret, guilt, and all that other BS.
Ok so that sh!ts off my chest, here's the update. MHS is kicking ass still although I believe my fear of chronic diseases has attempted to manifest another condition but this time I understand its all BS. In light of this, I am now going to plan out my next semester a bit more carefully. First off, fear, it needs to go away. Don't need it. So I'm considering OGFS or OF. OF has the best script out of the two IMO but OGFS covers more issues. Hell I might just flip on a coin on it and be done with it. I'll try to close out one more week of MHS and go from there.
As mentioned I figured out how to set up my speakers to give me a 180 degree angle suggested for the 3D stereospatial effects. Definitely had much more intense dreams last night as a result so maybe now I won't have to wait 90 days to get results from subs.
