04-04-2012, 11:15 AM
Man I am aloof as hell right now. It's extremely interesting how much I'm enjoying being by myself. Normally I'd feel some kind of negativity towards this but not now. My conversations with people are extremely short; I might say "hey" or "what's up?" but I have no interest in keeping the conversation going. My mood seems to be fluctuating for some reason. A week ago I felt sociable and happy this week I seem more withdrawn (no I'm not bipolar lol) and a few negative thoughts tried to pop up but they vanished pretty quickly.
Last night I had A LOT of memories flood through me. It was essentially a mental recap of my progression in self-development. I remebered how much I LONGED to get to where I am now. The memories didn't depress me, they just made me more grateful for what I have now. Subliminals have truly brought me far, much farther than I could have hoped to get on my own. True confidence has been one of the things I have searched hard for since I began self-development. I feel now as if it is finally within my grasp. 2012 is definitely looking like it's going to be a great year.
Last night I had A LOT of memories flood through me. It was essentially a mental recap of my progression in self-development. I remebered how much I LONGED to get to where I am now. The memories didn't depress me, they just made me more grateful for what I have now. Subliminals have truly brought me far, much farther than I could have hoped to get on my own. True confidence has been one of the things I have searched hard for since I began self-development. I feel now as if it is finally within my grasp. 2012 is definitely looking like it's going to be a great year.
