11-09-2020, 06:39 AM
Stage 1
Cycle 3
Day 3/6 (on day)
Been noticing a sense of frustration or resentment at the idea that there are people out there that are naturally at the right place or more attractive just by existing and just being who they are while i am doing all of these things to get myself there. its frustrating and instills a sense of hopelessness around all my efforts. Then i realized that im comparing myself an idea which is incredibly hard on myself because Im comparing myself to what is almost impossible to achieve. Those actual people who are like that probably have other problems to deal with and its not all sunshine and rainbows but their type of probably certainly feel like better problems to have.
The detox module is doing its thing now and the stuff that's coming out of my body is foul LOL. Also noticed that im slowly weaning off of nicotine naturally so im probably set on quitting naturally by the end of the program.
Cycle 3
Day 3/6 (on day)
Been noticing a sense of frustration or resentment at the idea that there are people out there that are naturally at the right place or more attractive just by existing and just being who they are while i am doing all of these things to get myself there. its frustrating and instills a sense of hopelessness around all my efforts. Then i realized that im comparing myself an idea which is incredibly hard on myself because Im comparing myself to what is almost impossible to achieve. Those actual people who are like that probably have other problems to deal with and its not all sunshine and rainbows but their type of probably certainly feel like better problems to have.
The detox module is doing its thing now and the stuff that's coming out of my body is foul LOL. Also noticed that im slowly weaning off of nicotine naturally so im probably set on quitting naturally by the end of the program.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
