Breeze's UMS Journal

[Breeze]

I did 1X3, and I am delighted to report absolutely no headaches during the run, and in my break so far.  I have no financial results to speak of, but I am happy with the direction the sub is taking me. After the 3d loop (Day 3), I teared up. It triggered a specific set of memories from over a decade ago. I wouldn't say I let it all go, but I do feel a sense of forgiveness, for self and others. Since that moment, I've felt joyful every single second, and I hope it continues. I am not too sure about the 7-day break as the "depression" starts to creep in around the middle days somewhere. I think that'll be the right time to run another loop. We'll see.

[Shannon]

So one loop per day for three days, right?

[Breeze]

So one loop per day for three days, right?

Right on.

[Zane]

Where is ur potato avatar?

[Breeze]

Where is ur potato avatar?

I ate it, of course

[Zane]

Where is ur potato avatar?

I ate it, of course

Potatoes are gonna wage war soon.. You ate their King

[Omni3]

Where is ur potato avatar?

I ate it, of course

Potatoes are gonna wage war soon.. You ate their King

Looks like the chips are down.

[Breeze]

Alright, guys, let's get back to the topic. The point of focus here isn't potatoes or chips.  

It's 3d day of the rest, but it somehow feels longer. I don't believe in posting my dreams much, but this one is too on-the-face not to do so. Before I do so, I should mention that I had another night of tears and clearing up emotional space. I might as well re-name this journal - E3 w/ UMS benefits. I am not feeling at the top today, but I am letting go of a lot of stuff that will pay off in the longer run. 

Right, back to the dream. I dreamt that an uncle passed away. Now, this particular uncle had a bit of sarcastic twist, and it always felt like his sole purpose was to make our childhood terrible. I see his metaphorical death as letting go that part of my life. After his funeral, I met the son of one of the richest men in the world. Not to go into much detail, I ensured his safety back home and earned their goodwill. The rich guy was mighty pleased and took me under his wing. So, you see if that doesn't confirm that UMS is doing its job under the radar, I don't know what does.

I plan to run a loop. Most likely tomorrow, and then take rest as long as I feel. Or when I stop feeling upbeat as a direct result of the sub.