Stage 1, Day 9 (am),
Unsure if Stage 1 is built like a slingshot, where ambition and desire is built up over time, then eventually channeled towards a singular goal. This is because, at this moment, I'm not driven towards any project. However, I feel more personally empowered. I am, however, working hard on my German flashcards, my System of Logic book.
I keep having this dream where I'm in uni, and I'm taking four classes, but I'm only attending two. One of the two classes I don't attend seems to be biochemistry; I keep missing the classes, and I don't even know when the mid-terms are, I don't know when the classes are, I don't know what the material is, or if I've already failed the class. It's stressful when you don't know that it's a dream.
I think that my sex drive may be coming back as well; I was not driven, by any means, to pursue sex with anyone, which had led me to believe that the effects of SM3.0 have dissolved. However, it troubled me that I had virtually zero interest in it.
Unsure if Stage 1 is built like a slingshot, where ambition and desire is built up over time, then eventually channeled towards a singular goal. This is because, at this moment, I'm not driven towards any project. However, I feel more personally empowered. I am, however, working hard on my German flashcards, my System of Logic book.
I keep having this dream where I'm in uni, and I'm taking four classes, but I'm only attending two. One of the two classes I don't attend seems to be biochemistry; I keep missing the classes, and I don't even know when the mid-terms are, I don't know when the classes are, I don't know what the material is, or if I've already failed the class. It's stressful when you don't know that it's a dream.
I think that my sex drive may be coming back as well; I was not driven, by any means, to pursue sex with anyone, which had led me to believe that the effects of SM3.0 have dissolved. However, it troubled me that I had virtually zero interest in it.
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