Well, we all have our thing. Also 35, no college degrees, didn't even finish high school, just my genius and big dreams. Oh, and according to the surgeons, I should have died 20 years ago. Anyway...
You write like you feel events in your life are all out of your control. F the world, it don't do you no good anyway. AM6 may help you let go of all the crappy memories from your past and take responsibility for where you are right now. It could help turn you into that steady rock that weathers the bad things life throws at us from time to time.
BASE has a lot of good things, reading the description-page will tell you that. I only wish the other 6-month-programs had descriptions like that. However, if you intend to use BASE in hopes of pulling you through your problem areas without fixing those areas first, much like you're using MLS, it may not be the best fit.
If you don't have 500 right now, but you have 90, I would suggest you get LTU and run it while you save up for the bigger one. Read the description, it definitely does some stuff that'll help you in your career path. And it'll stabilize you a bit.
In the end, it's your choice. It always has been. We are where we are as a result of the choices we've made.
So figure out if you want to improve your foundation with AM6 or the building with BASE. 6 months is a b*tch, I know, but the sooner you start, the sooner it'll be done.
You write like you feel events in your life are all out of your control. F the world, it don't do you no good anyway. AM6 may help you let go of all the crappy memories from your past and take responsibility for where you are right now. It could help turn you into that steady rock that weathers the bad things life throws at us from time to time.
BASE has a lot of good things, reading the description-page will tell you that. I only wish the other 6-month-programs had descriptions like that. However, if you intend to use BASE in hopes of pulling you through your problem areas without fixing those areas first, much like you're using MLS, it may not be the best fit.
If you don't have 500 right now, but you have 90, I would suggest you get LTU and run it while you save up for the bigger one. Read the description, it definitely does some stuff that'll help you in your career path. And it'll stabilize you a bit.
In the end, it's your choice. It always has been. We are where we are as a result of the choices we've made.
So figure out if you want to improve your foundation with AM6 or the building with BASE. 6 months is a b*tch, I know, but the sooner you start, the sooner it'll be done.