05-12-2017, 11:08 AM
I am on day 118, so I'm very close to the 4 month mark...
So I met a girl about a week ago who I know for a fact the program had a part in bringing into my life, but I do not think she is the primary manifestion and I'll say why in a second.
I was at a bar, I met this girl who seemed to fit the description of the program (Natural Blonde, short, cute, etc). We had a convo, and I made a bet with her, and I said if she wins I'll buy her a drink. She won and I bought her the drink and left. She came over and found me and started dirty dancing with me. I brought her to my room and we kissed and stuff, but I didn't necessarily have sex with her. I contacted her the next day and we went out on a little mini date. However, I realized the situation between us may not work out for a few reasons.
-She lives in California, and everybody is leaving campus to go home in a week for summer...
-She was cute, and fit the description, but I didn't feel as attracted to her, as I did for other girls...
-I made an awkward mistake on the date we had, that definitely pushed her away...(I don't feel comfortable sharing it)
For these reasons I feel like she isn't perfect for me, and therefore is not the primary manifestation. She may be a harmonic manifestation that the program attracted to teach me a lesson. I remember other members who used the 4g had this happen before. It just sucks. I thought I found the one, but I'll have to wait for the primary which might take awhile.
My motto is "if you stay in the barbershop long enough, you eventually will get a haircut", and likewise I will meet my perfect blonde lover eventually, and I will never stop until I meet her. Even if I have to listen to this program for a year or two. I just got a new job so idk what will happen there but I will keep you guys updated.
So I met a girl about a week ago who I know for a fact the program had a part in bringing into my life, but I do not think she is the primary manifestion and I'll say why in a second.
I was at a bar, I met this girl who seemed to fit the description of the program (Natural Blonde, short, cute, etc). We had a convo, and I made a bet with her, and I said if she wins I'll buy her a drink. She won and I bought her the drink and left. She came over and found me and started dirty dancing with me. I brought her to my room and we kissed and stuff, but I didn't necessarily have sex with her. I contacted her the next day and we went out on a little mini date. However, I realized the situation between us may not work out for a few reasons.
-She lives in California, and everybody is leaving campus to go home in a week for summer...
-She was cute, and fit the description, but I didn't feel as attracted to her, as I did for other girls...
-I made an awkward mistake on the date we had, that definitely pushed her away...(I don't feel comfortable sharing it)
For these reasons I feel like she isn't perfect for me, and therefore is not the primary manifestation. She may be a harmonic manifestation that the program attracted to teach me a lesson. I remember other members who used the 4g had this happen before. It just sucks. I thought I found the one, but I'll have to wait for the primary which might take awhile.
My motto is "if you stay in the barbershop long enough, you eventually will get a haircut", and likewise I will meet my perfect blonde lover eventually, and I will never stop until I meet her. Even if I have to listen to this program for a year or two. I just got a new job so idk what will happen there but I will keep you guys updated.
