Attract Your Perfect Naturally Blonde Romantic Love 4G kind-of-journal

[SurferJoy]

DAY 18 - Meeting with DarkBlonde21Paris

Yesterday in Paris, I met DarkBlonde21Paris, exactly 13 months since our last meeting.
She was so happy to be with me. However, she is a brunette now
I asked her what is her natural hair color.
She replied that she is a brunette (light brown).
So she is not the one hehehe
But DarkBlonde21Paris was super happy to be in my company. She paid me food, drinks and she also carried one of my heavy bag.
She asked me where will be my next work assignment (filming stuff). I told her that I will probably work in Bali for a while.
She asked me if she could visit me there for 10 days and stay in my place over there. She said that she would like to assist me , learn some filming stuff and how to use professional editing software. Even today, she sent me a reminder about it.
She also asked me if she could visit me in my hometown. But she said she is gonna stay at hotel heheh. Because I'm 41, she probably thinks I have some wife and kids . She didnt ask clarification about this. I think she doesn't want to create embarrassment or something. I dont have wife and kids but I had rather her not to visit me in my hometown where I will probably have no time for her. However, she doesn't have much money for all those travels. She is a 21 y.o broke film student.

I'm not sure what to think about all of this. I will just wait and see.

[SurferJoy]

DAY 27

I had a bad dream last night. It uncovered the following limiting belief.

The type of women I'm attracted the most, have no interest in me anyway

[Ricardo]

You have to face those beliefs before you can overcome them.

[SurferJoy]

You have to face those beliefs before you can overcome them.

What facing them entail?

[Ricardo]

he sub is likely bringing them to the surface so they can be dissolved away and replaced with ones that you can achieve your goal.

[SurferJoy]

DAY 45

Today, I talked to DarkBlonde21Paris (she is actually a brunette) over FB. I told her that I might go to work in Italy in September. She asked me if she could come along. She said she wants to learn some of my work techniques and skills.
I agreed and I said that I will probably rent a house during my stay.
She seemed very enthusiastic at the idea to stay with me over there in my house.
Some weeks ago, she also asked me if she could come visit me in my town.
I'm very surprised that she is so happy to travel with me and she is insistent to visit me. We know each other since april 2016 and we have met only 2 times. We don't chat much online. She is what you would call a 'loose friend'.

Today, she ended her message with , 'are we going to meet each other soon?'

I don't know what to think, I'm not sure what she wants from me. But since, she agreed to travel with me in a foreign country and to stay in my place, I would assume she trusts me a lot.

[SurferJoy]

Today, I had a brief talk in the park with a young woman, she was there with her child.

She saw me and manifested some curiosity about me and then she came closer. She tried to make a convo by starting with a remark about her child , telling me that he wants to swim in the pond.
I was sitting there on the grass relaxing. I realize I didn't have much to stay to her.

Its interesting, I read that attraction is the easy part but where people fail is to build rapport and deep connection that can escalate into something meaningful.
I usually do good with the attraction part but much less with deep connection/sexual connection. It will be my priority now to get some skill in those two areas. IOIs is a waste of time , if one cannot do anything about them.

[SurferJoy]

For the last 3 days or so, they are these occurrences of young blondes women who big smile/eyes-lock at me.

Its annoying, comical and flattering all in the same time. Comical because passerby can see that something is up, annoying because I don't understand, if its just coincidence or something else.

Encounters:

McDonald: I'm waiting in the queue, tall blonde, blue eyes cashier is taking order for a guy. Blonde saw me and give me a very big smile. Guy look at me, surprised, he didnt get any smile from blonde girl.
Blonde girl was very friendly during our interaction.


Starbuck: I'm standing at front of SB looking for something in my bag.
Super hot blonde comes close to me. She is talking on her phone.
I enter starbuck to take an order, she also goes inside to buy a coffee.
As I wait my coffee, super hot blonde is looking at me with a big smile.
But, she has to left outside while I go take a seat.

Starbuck II: I'm seating in starbuck drinking my coffee. Teenage blonde is with her family. She seems very tired. At somepoint, she has to standup to take something but she looks in my direction, stop, and make a very smile to me.
When they left, she manages to say bye to me.

I got 2 more occurrences like this in a airport.

Airplane (flight to Bali): Hot blonde has her seat next to mine. She is with her bf.
She smiled at me very big (out of politeness perhaps?)
Mimicked what I did, not what her bf did. Slept turned in my direction.
Told me, goodbye, at the end of the flight.

Now, I'm in Bali. Let see, if it continues here.

[SurferJoy]

Ok, short update

Since, I started this journey with this sub, I have to say that now I really have a lot of attractive blonde women as friends.
They are really good friends, one of them, invited me to stay with her in her beach apartment in Spain.
Another one, I met her at the airport and we have been good friend since.
Today, one of those girl asked me , if she could stay a week in my house with me, she said that she misses me (we live in different town)
I thought that It could be a good opportunity to make a move. But, I fear to be rejected as a lover.
I'm not sure what to do , there is no sub for this problem. I will look into EFT and Mirror Work (Louise Hay) I will see.

Anecdote: One of my attractive blonde friend is called Shannon

[dissonance]

The girl I'm talking to and probably have the biggest chance of making my girlfriend and losing my V to is named Shannon too :O

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What is this sorcery?

[Tristian]

hahahaha

[Zane]

Haha xD

[Zane]

The girl I'm talking to and probably have the biggest chance of making my girlfriend and losing my V to is named Shannon too :O

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What is this sorcery?

I always knew Shannon was gonna help us loose our V-card and get laid. But I never thought its gonna be this way.. XD