04-01-2012, 10:37 AM
Hi all!
This is my first post here, so I'll do a short introduction of my persona:
29 years old man, virgin, good looking, some blockages regarding women, not going out of the house often, experience with self development and self awakening, some connection to Higher Self, nice magnetics (easily noticeable amongst people, nothing to do with looks), easily stared to from a distance by women (but they rarely smile while doing this), shortage of female friends in person, easy to relate well with most people...
I'm on Day 2 of applying Alpha/Dominant Male 5.0 program. My reports for these two days:
Day 1: I listened to the ultrasonic version of Stage 1 of the program during the day, for around 4 hours with speakers. I can hear these kind of high frequencies... it sounds similar to those anti-cockroach ultrasound making machines. I realized it's talk, talk, talk, all the time! No pauses between sentences?!
Later, I listened to the ocean masked version with earphones for one hour more. And I left it all ready to play this version later, in the night, with speakers while I sleep.
Changes in me I noticed: excitement, openness to what I was going to receive from the program, more calm demeanor, acceptance of my current stage of development regarding to being in relation to women, confirmations (intuition) that the program will serve me well... as I wasn't totally consciously sure of that
Day 2: I'll consider the first night in the program as Day 2. I listened to the masked recording for around 5 hours while sleeping. I was way more aware of having night dreams... The most impacting one was a dream that might have a meaning, but I still don't know it for sure: there was a tame falcon and a tame white pigeon, they played together a game where one flied away and the other caught it in flight... each time they caught each other, the one that was escaping from the other always lost a feather. When I first looked, the pigeon was almost with no feathers, and the falcon feathers were fine... but when I checked later, it was the opposite.
During my day I've listened to the same recording with earphones, for five hours more. I'll stop before I make 12 hours, to follow the instructions.
Changes I noticed: Some feelings came to surface, I was aware of them and I was careful to not react from them. I could identify them as melancholy, loneliness and boredness. In my past I used to run away from these kind of feelings, and I noticed today I unconsciously began doing something non-important to distract my mind from them... As the feelings were building up in me, getting stronger, I realized I should stop running from them, and do something to release them. And so I did No need to keep these charges for long.
That's all for now
This is my first post here, so I'll do a short introduction of my persona:
29 years old man, virgin, good looking, some blockages regarding women, not going out of the house often, experience with self development and self awakening, some connection to Higher Self, nice magnetics (easily noticeable amongst people, nothing to do with looks), easily stared to from a distance by women (but they rarely smile while doing this), shortage of female friends in person, easy to relate well with most people...
I'm on Day 2 of applying Alpha/Dominant Male 5.0 program. My reports for these two days:
Day 1: I listened to the ultrasonic version of Stage 1 of the program during the day, for around 4 hours with speakers. I can hear these kind of high frequencies... it sounds similar to those anti-cockroach ultrasound making machines. I realized it's talk, talk, talk, all the time! No pauses between sentences?!
Later, I listened to the ocean masked version with earphones for one hour more. And I left it all ready to play this version later, in the night, with speakers while I sleep.
Changes in me I noticed: excitement, openness to what I was going to receive from the program, more calm demeanor, acceptance of my current stage of development regarding to being in relation to women, confirmations (intuition) that the program will serve me well... as I wasn't totally consciously sure of that
Day 2: I'll consider the first night in the program as Day 2. I listened to the masked recording for around 5 hours while sleeping. I was way more aware of having night dreams... The most impacting one was a dream that might have a meaning, but I still don't know it for sure: there was a tame falcon and a tame white pigeon, they played together a game where one flied away and the other caught it in flight... each time they caught each other, the one that was escaping from the other always lost a feather. When I first looked, the pigeon was almost with no feathers, and the falcon feathers were fine... but when I checked later, it was the opposite.
During my day I've listened to the same recording with earphones, for five hours more. I'll stop before I make 12 hours, to follow the instructions.
Changes I noticed: Some feelings came to surface, I was aware of them and I was careful to not react from them. I could identify them as melancholy, loneliness and boredness. In my past I used to run away from these kind of feelings, and I noticed today I unconsciously began doing something non-important to distract my mind from them... As the feelings were building up in me, getting stronger, I realized I should stop running from them, and do something to release them. And so I did No need to keep these charges for long.
That's all for now
UMS