Starting stage 2 tonight. A lot of stuff being brought out. Everything I see as negative I'm being confronted with, like having an inner battle. I'm becoming less tolerant of behavior I see as taking advantage of me, or misrepresenting me in some way. I'm feeling more defensive than usual. Maybe it's because I'm not willing to put up with as much anymore. I'm feeling more confrontational and less afraid of it. I'd like to tell people at school not to make assumptions about me based on what they think their powers of perception tell them, I'd love if people communicated just a little bit more if not better, and I'd really love if certain people could have a little more faith in the abilities of other people and give them just half an iota of credit.
These are just a few examples of issues that have really come up inside of me, particularly around school, work, and family. Heck, every area of my life! Even though my relationship with my fiance is amazing, fun, and healthy, there are still those issues that we've both let slide away that I'm not letting happen anymore. Certain areas need to be made more of a priority, and it takes two, not one to make it happen.
I think all this discontent is going to be positive in the end. I'm realizing that I've shoved away too many things and put a smiley face on. It's amazing what we let go of when we really shouldn't. These things have obviously been building inside of me and I've been afraid to fully confront them. Maybe that is, until now.
Edited for being too specific about a particular person.
These are just a few examples of issues that have really come up inside of me, particularly around school, work, and family. Heck, every area of my life! Even though my relationship with my fiance is amazing, fun, and healthy, there are still those issues that we've both let slide away that I'm not letting happen anymore. Certain areas need to be made more of a priority, and it takes two, not one to make it happen.
I think all this discontent is going to be positive in the end. I'm realizing that I've shoved away too many things and put a smiley face on. It's amazing what we let go of when we really shouldn't. These things have obviously been building inside of me and I've been afraid to fully confront them. Maybe that is, until now.
Edited for being too specific about a particular person.
