03-20-2015, 10:39 AM
Stage 4 Day 1
I've had the most awesome dream tonight. It wasn't ordinary dream, more like series of dreams, like every dream started when old one ended. There was zombie outbreak (I've watched iZombie yesterday so maybe that has something to do with that) and I had lots of adventures connected to that. Other than many familiar places and people I remember one thought in particular: I was able to overcome hardships ahead of me by thinking outside the box. I simply knew I need to change my pattern of thinking and when I did I was having a success. Quite a message I must say.
I don't think it can be contributed to this stage yet, rather to the previous stages or the weather, but I feel quite good actually. Maybe not like an alpha yet, but certainly better than I did past few days. What's more today I've read recent blog update from my past sweetheart. I wasn't looking for it, it just appeared on my facebook main page and so I thought I'd rather read it and face my past than pretend it ain't happening. I got a bit anxious after that, but nothing major considering how personal that particular update was and that half a year ago something like that would probably make me sleepless and jumpy. I'm not done with her yet, but certainly I'm glad things are easier now.
I've had the most awesome dream tonight. It wasn't ordinary dream, more like series of dreams, like every dream started when old one ended. There was zombie outbreak (I've watched iZombie yesterday so maybe that has something to do with that) and I had lots of adventures connected to that. Other than many familiar places and people I remember one thought in particular: I was able to overcome hardships ahead of me by thinking outside the box. I simply knew I need to change my pattern of thinking and when I did I was having a success. Quite a message I must say.
I don't think it can be contributed to this stage yet, rather to the previous stages or the weather, but I feel quite good actually. Maybe not like an alpha yet, but certainly better than I did past few days. What's more today I've read recent blog update from my past sweetheart. I wasn't looking for it, it just appeared on my facebook main page and so I thought I'd rather read it and face my past than pretend it ain't happening. I got a bit anxious after that, but nothing major considering how personal that particular update was and that half a year ago something like that would probably make me sleepless and jumpy. I'm not done with her yet, but certainly I'm glad things are easier now.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
