All that is gold does not glitter... yet! - Mateunio's Alpha Male 6 journal

[Mystic Pymp]

Mateunio, seems like I'm experiencing something similar to what you're dealing with. It seems like one of my friends, who I used to have a hard time trying to meet up before AM6 because she only viewed me as a friend, is now starting to show indirect signs that she's now interested since starting AM6. Indirectly, she's finding ways for me to meet up with her to help her with her studies while also asking personal questions about what all I've been up to. The thing is, as much as I would like to have her as my girlfriend, she's not my top priority right now. In fact, women in general are just not peaking my interest at the moment. It's great to see that it's definitely been improving the inner man inside of me, but now there are some opportunities with women that I'm just not feeling the need to pursue them. Well in any case, AM6 is solely designed to focus on one's inner development. So with that in mind, we just have to stay focused on getting better from within.

Thanks for insight. I think your quite right, there are more important things to focus on. Between studying, long term plans and inner man build-up there is little time for distractions. Still, it gonna be interesting how things will develop, especially if I'll decide not to take any action.

Stage 2 Day 8

Wanted to post today because in yesterday's update I didn't mention changes brought recently and there are a few. I am much more authoritative now, people seem to listen to me and respect me more. Professor I mentioned before was very sorry for confusion even though ultimately it was caused by me. My flatmates are nicer and more respectful - when I want some rest and quite I can get it without much fight or pleading, conversation go smoother and my opinion seems to hold more weight. If it continues by the end of Stage 6 I will be head of the herd

I'm also calmer, more relaxed. While all my colleagues from my classes are stressed about the exams, I don't worry and prepare myself slowly and surely. I know I can pass them all and with good grades at that because in this area I'm sure in my abilities. I wish this confidence would appear in other areas as well.

I gained some weigh this month and I fear going to gym once exams are over is inevitable. I'm very anxious about this idea, but since it's either that or being fat the choice is simple.