01-08-2015, 05:36 AM
(12-13-2014, 03:02 PM)Mateunio Wrote: Stage 1 Day 1
Sometimes the hardest part of the adventure is beginning of it. I don't know how it will be here, but so far it's been quite hard. I feel exhausted mentally, unable to do anything useful and almost paralyzed with resistance. It was surprising for me because I didn't experience resistance with LTU for a couple of weeks and I thought transition from LTU to AM will be more or less easy. It isn't :/ AM seems strange. Maybe not unpleasant, but it's like a noise that makes it hard to concentrate. After 3 months LTU became familiar with me, soothing and almost pleasant. It almost makes me want to go back to LTU, but I don't think it would be good decision. I'll stick to this for at least a week, if sub will still fatigue me then I'll think of something.
2nd day here,
different experience for me. Not actually exhausted but I wast not able to sleep after waking up from the strange dreams.
But I am going full steam ahead.
