All that is gold does not glitter... yet! - Mateunio's Alpha Male 6 journal

[Mystic Pymp]

For the New Year—I still live, I still think; I must still live, for I must still think. Sum, ergo cogito: cogito, ergo sum. To-day everyone takes the liberty of expressing his wish and his favorite thought: well, I also mean to tell what I have wished for myself today, and what thought first crossed my mind this year,—a thought which ought to be the basis, the pledge and the sweetening of all my future life! I want more and more to perceive the necessary characters in things as the beautiful:—I shall thus be one of those who beautify things. Amor fati: let that henceforth be my love! I do not want to wage war with the ugly. I do not want to accuse, I do not want even to accuse the accusers. Looking aside, let that be my sole negation! And all in all, to sum up: I wish to be at any time hereafter only a yea-sayer!

Stage 1 Day 21

I love Nietzsche. I loved his "Thus spoke Zarathustra" and he's probably my favorite who wasn't at the same time scientist. And I like his New Year resolution written above, it's so much different than mine "lose 15 kilos, man up" kind of thing. But I don't understand it. Why would he ignore all the BS? Ignoring it doesn't make it disappear and even though you should not care much about it indeed, one should accuse the accusers. Unless he wants to better the world only for himself, not for whole, then I rest my case.

On more recent news we have sale! I looked through the programs if there was something interesting I've missed but no, there is none. There is one program 4G I'd be interested with from AYP series, but there are a couple of problems with that. First I hope I won't need it in the end. Second it is 4G and I'd rather use top notch products. And lastly it seems like a waste of time. AYP sounds to me like a wonderful addition to another program, to run it 4 hours a day while doing AM or something. And maybe I will do it (I know you should mix AM6 5G with another sub, it's just an idea) but not during the first run. Such a shame I didn't use this sale much :/

I've had interesting dream tonight, or to be exact two very similar dreams. I was walking on the sidewalk and there was this dog barking behind the fence. Difference between dreams was that first it was Doberman and later St Bernard. Anyhow those were big dogs barking aggressively. Bad luck had it fence was short and the dog was able to jump over it and attack me. When it got to me I would defend myself for a short while and then start caressing him which quickly made it calm and happy like a puppy. After that I would return the dog behind the fence and I'd scream at dog's female owner why does she have such a low fence, this dog might have hurt someone!