12-25-2014, 11:37 AM
The most important thing I promised myself (whatever "myself" denotes) is that I will stay true to who I am. I have no intention to look in the mirror after successful AM run to not recognize the old Me. Perhaps it's because I'm scared of my potential or maybe because I fear change more than I'm willing to acknowledge. At any rate whatever makes me "Me" is to stay where it is. What is Me is up to debate, but I think I have good enough understanding of it, even if I'm unable to understand it without writing autobiography or at least 20 pages long essay. What is significant is that I have a lot of room for improvement and evolution without forsaking Me. In that mirror I want to see someone happier, slimmer, wiser, successful and perhaps even not alone. But I want to see the same eyes, the same look with qualities no sub should (can?) change.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
