09-02-2013, 11:36 AM
Hey spiral, dont be jealous! I've read somewhere that shannon said something like 3 passes through AM and it will really really solidify. It really is impressive what has changed in the past 2 years as I've been using these subs.
When in the past, I always felt bad because I was just being myself. How could people hate me for being myself? Especially because I don't do anything to them. One of my strangest memories, or worst whatever, is back in my high school cross country team, i was just being myself during the practices, and then one day my brother comes up to me and tells me that someone that's a junior wants to kill me. I was a freshman at the time so i was really taken back that someone wanted to physically harm me. Kids are really nasty.
I always felt taken back when people are nasty to me, unless I know i've done something to deserve it. Then there are people who just straight up don't like me because I exist, which i understand because sometimes you see a person on the street and you think to yourself, "i dont like your face and I don't want to see you ever again". That's how I categorize those types of people, but people on my own school team? wanting to kill me? That was something that was just plain stupid.
Anyway, i think i've learned the response of if people have been mean to me, then that level of meanness is socially acceptable since it happens all the time. Can't say if i appreciate that or not.
When in the past, I always felt bad because I was just being myself. How could people hate me for being myself? Especially because I don't do anything to them. One of my strangest memories, or worst whatever, is back in my high school cross country team, i was just being myself during the practices, and then one day my brother comes up to me and tells me that someone that's a junior wants to kill me. I was a freshman at the time so i was really taken back that someone wanted to physically harm me. Kids are really nasty.
I always felt taken back when people are nasty to me, unless I know i've done something to deserve it. Then there are people who just straight up don't like me because I exist, which i understand because sometimes you see a person on the street and you think to yourself, "i dont like your face and I don't want to see you ever again". That's how I categorize those types of people, but people on my own school team? wanting to kill me? That was something that was just plain stupid.
Anyway, i think i've learned the response of if people have been mean to me, then that level of meanness is socially acceptable since it happens all the time. Can't say if i appreciate that or not.
