Another chapter, another insight about "being myself" here comes the rabbit hole in the sense of being fully expressive and authentic. Its some deep shit. Finally disroot that shit. Feeling awesome though. I now begin to see the light so to speak.
Edit: I suspect fear to be surfacing. Its killing me, like heart churning frustration. Im so way up there amd growing alpha while the changes are so incredibly massive. Like being forced against the wall and give up. Encountering lots now. I strongly dislike disintetest from my part. I want to bite bullet and flow. Re-direct focus? Just depressing bruh, shimmering building rasge and anger under the surface in subtle ways, perhaps its some fedupness, i now now the anger and well under neath it, I want to express yet feel as if being caged in some ways.
Edit: I suspect fear to be surfacing. Its killing me, like heart churning frustration. Im so way up there amd growing alpha while the changes are so incredibly massive. Like being forced against the wall and give up. Encountering lots now. I strongly dislike disintetest from my part. I want to bite bullet and flow. Re-direct focus? Just depressing bruh, shimmering building rasge and anger under the surface in subtle ways, perhaps its some fedupness, i now now the anger and well under neath it, I want to express yet feel as if being caged in some ways.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
