AM6 second coming

[Kol]

Not even sure if this is some strong reaction/resistance or whatever, but I feel losing my grip on things strongly, like, mentally its taking a strong loop with me and things feel strongly unreal/surreal. Dissociation is no stranger to me, but I am in a state of anxiety, which, if charting, would be a steady active line. woke up several times this night, living it out aswell, which in turns, made me more confused.

Also broke my no fap streak, back on it again. the cloudiness is back aswell.