yes, I am. Looking forward to your progress frosted. wishing you a great ride,.
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becoming more outspoken, more confrontational, after having a near vomitfest today im feeling, well, almost nothing, perhaps a shimmering stroing, something beneath, but, right now, I feel almost nothing, zero, null.
Watching vampire diaries season 8, and the way enzo and damon act is exactly that. Its just sheer coldness, and the glimpses of my former stage of being totally free from anything, and directing getting what I want are coming back. my NGAF is through the roof, this will be fun and its propelling me further, higher and beyond. transcending.
I am aware of my more dangerous traits, my cold, calculating ways and disregard of morals or rules and am embracing it. These traits can spice shit up.
This is a great place to be in. Its pure productivity and action driven, almost connection in the present, fullness and new ideas surface as to whats next up, what it means to have a full life. its an utter relentless way of being. Im also getting my cockyness back, yet, this is something that I will test when out, as, when out, I do encouter some strong feelings like today.
Oh, and milfs are hitting on me like crazy. IOI's are really taking a back seat in priorities to me, like a disregard in all of this. I simply dont care at all anymore, almost what I would envision as a switch into psychopath mode functioning, non neediness and abundance. massive change of what I once was, or whoever that was at all. Im ready to leave everything behind me.
The suffering was worth it. Im also about compelling now, and I dont know why. there is no escape from anything which would somewhat bring me down before, or, rather, my former self, which I am releasing.
Im also no longer dismissing/disregarding love.
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becoming more outspoken, more confrontational, after having a near vomitfest today im feeling, well, almost nothing, perhaps a shimmering stroing, something beneath, but, right now, I feel almost nothing, zero, null.
Watching vampire diaries season 8, and the way enzo and damon act is exactly that. Its just sheer coldness, and the glimpses of my former stage of being totally free from anything, and directing getting what I want are coming back. my NGAF is through the roof, this will be fun and its propelling me further, higher and beyond. transcending.
I am aware of my more dangerous traits, my cold, calculating ways and disregard of morals or rules and am embracing it. These traits can spice shit up.
This is a great place to be in. Its pure productivity and action driven, almost connection in the present, fullness and new ideas surface as to whats next up, what it means to have a full life. its an utter relentless way of being. Im also getting my cockyness back, yet, this is something that I will test when out, as, when out, I do encouter some strong feelings like today.
Oh, and milfs are hitting on me like crazy. IOI's are really taking a back seat in priorities to me, like a disregard in all of this. I simply dont care at all anymore, almost what I would envision as a switch into psychopath mode functioning, non neediness and abundance. massive change of what I once was, or whoever that was at all. Im ready to leave everything behind me.
The suffering was worth it. Im also about compelling now, and I dont know why. there is no escape from anything which would somewhat bring me down before, or, rather, my former self, which I am releasing.
Im also no longer dismissing/disregarding love.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
