Some fears surface right now about everything basically. still painfull to touch upon but turning uncertainty into drive is massive. Also, the whole seks shaming is something thats a thing te last few days, now, wanting women for their bodies is fine, connecting them to seks is fine, there is no such thing as being oversexed ( a term coined around in this country, its bs really ) why not viewing women as sexual creatures for what they are, seeing the architecture and art of them and what not. not putting them on a pedestal, yet rather appreciating without hiding and shaming oneself for being a sexual man. Also, flipping the script in all of this, it doesnt cancel it all out, instead I'm growing into some sort of person to which people qualify themselves, like some showhost jury kind of something.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
