(12-22-2016, 03:42 PM)James Bond Wrote: Lmao reading what you posted is so relatable but the funny thing is that even though you're sick and don't know what the **** is going on (mental sluggish) it will all come to mean something by the end of the program I keep thinking about how much we as men think about sex and bedding a woman when in reality that's probably only a tenth of what life really is. Godspeed brother
Im starting to see the light in that. Its there but more integral and less of giving a crap as well as raising ky status.
+ killed it at the gym like a madman.
+ inspiration flowing
+ socializing is easy and effortless. Rather interest then fear at all.
+ feeling different overal.
Woke up with the one sentence "I am a MAN'
Met with a guy from my old gym and noticed how he reflected composure and 'having his stuff together' entrepreneur aswell. Been a while. Old gym us losing customers fast, some new facility will be opened soon. Naturally assuming centre through my bodylanguage and being like a king.
Chatted with girl at the gym and noticed her tattoo's. Closing would be certain if pulled it. Know my points in that. As soon as eyes meet its a done deal. Good to know my edge is still there and that being bodily seductive frame is still there. Guess my experiences in the path have strongly contributed including my last. Knowing hair play and sexual turn on points when locking eyes and penetrating the mind.
Everything is a opener. Tatt's on fingers are a sure escalation. Reading body cues improve. Strong self focus.
Many things are tracable back to GSF. deep changes taking place. New glimpses of becoming a machine and self validation and created. Being self created makes me much more attractive and comfortable with myself.
Notice also how my focus can morph into tunnelvision obsession like blocking rest slightly out. Choices are there. Like James Bond said, its like a tenth of what life really is. Life giving perspective
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus