10-11-2016, 07:44 AM
day 31
reactionairy due to surfacing memories. Its as if all wrong doing cause a slight revenge/anger response from me while I thought I already had closed this stuff. Memories of people disagreeing with me, putting shit down and knowing it better and what not. It irks me the wrong way. One of the memories is of some woman that putted dreams down and my vision down, done with the "but"shit. it keeps you in stasis due to a dual attention, and thus freezes you in the middle.
she: yeah its good to have dreams, but lets be realistic
me: shut the fuck up attitude.
stirring the pot.
reactionairy due to surfacing memories. Its as if all wrong doing cause a slight revenge/anger response from me while I thought I already had closed this stuff. Memories of people disagreeing with me, putting shit down and knowing it better and what not. It irks me the wrong way. One of the memories is of some woman that putted dreams down and my vision down, done with the "but"shit. it keeps you in stasis due to a dual attention, and thus freezes you in the middle.
she: yeah its good to have dreams, but lets be realistic
me: shut the fuck up attitude.
stirring the pot.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus