10-02-2016, 04:40 AM
day 22
I realize how much Im still in thinking mode at times instead of connection with my core.
Socially I wont back off anymore, i stand my ground easily which make others back of slightly as they realize im fearless when this happens, slightly aggressive at times even. Some other things socially wise coming up, limiting beliefs, which cause a passiveness/lack of motivation. The sub seems to be digging pretty deep as it is something I didnt had with stage 6 of my first run.
Notice my bodylanguage is further improving. I don't give a shit about boyfriends or anything, I lock eyes and so do they, call it a dick move, I dont care at all. Im getting scanned pretty much as of late. IOI's are part of my world and so be it.
Notice a strong lack of motivation or interest to journal. Am even tempted to delete this. Feels like depression.
I realize how much Im still in thinking mode at times instead of connection with my core.
Socially I wont back off anymore, i stand my ground easily which make others back of slightly as they realize im fearless when this happens, slightly aggressive at times even. Some other things socially wise coming up, limiting beliefs, which cause a passiveness/lack of motivation. The sub seems to be digging pretty deep as it is something I didnt had with stage 6 of my first run.
Notice my bodylanguage is further improving. I don't give a shit about boyfriends or anything, I lock eyes and so do they, call it a dick move, I dont care at all. Im getting scanned pretty much as of late. IOI's are part of my world and so be it.
Notice a strong lack of motivation or interest to journal. Am even tempted to delete this. Feels like depression.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
