(09-22-2016, 11:51 AM)Big Boss Wrote: Does it feel like six months ago starting for the first time
Yes but more brutal at the same time like many things are placed under a loop and things are dug out more. Feeling way more bold and agressive in bodylanguage and presence.
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Had some guy qualifying himself to me obviously like I was a leader. Some blond girl and I held eye contact and she looked for a second time. Another older guy/father kept initiating conversation. Writing this spikes me somewhat as it triggers some very powerfull overload responses. Best to let it do its thing. Resistance maybe. Good stuff. Letting go equals progress.
Everywhere I go I am the leader. I dont put up with people deciding for me even if it is a act of help. Its disrespectfull to begin with. I am clearly abundant.
Choices purely based on myself instead of others. No wonder I experience blocks. Gratefull and clearly now. The gates are opened.
Pretty much dominant. One hell of a other side outcome I am predicting. I might actually die some times during this run to rise up from the ashes renewed.
Noticing some powerfull shifts in my writing.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
