01-26-2014, 05:35 AM
Stage 1 - Day 28 (+1 for missing exposure last week) - Total Exposure - 315 Hours
Definitely noticing irritability and impatience rising. I'm becoming much more demanding than usual at the moment i just seem to have 0 tolerence for waiting for people to do things and I get angry when they take the piss. Yesterday I went to watch a rugby game with my dad and my dad's friend. Was a great match but I noticed I had little to no anxiety talking with my dad's friend here and there. whereas usually I'd be in my head and thinking about what to say. This is good!
I don't know if this is the secret surprise but is it women looking at you like crazy? Cause when I was out at the rugby I noticed some 40+ year old woman staring the shit out of me with a grin when I walked past, I held contact for 3-4 seconds and gave her a smile back before looking ahead of me. When I walked back from the rugby I had my hood up and a big jacket on covering me, and I noticed a girl 20ish from the opposite road of me looking at me too... when there's barely anyting of me to see apart from my walk lol.
Stage 1 feels really nice and smooth now. I'm still having some dreams but they are much less intense.
Last night I dreamt that I had my arm around these 2 girls (again) protecting them because they had been exposed to some poison where if you touch another human being you die lol. This other guy was like why have you got your arms around Dan then? The girl made up some bs excuse about it. lol
They were both pretty hot and cute and I was just walking around with my arms around them like a boss lol. Then next in my dream I see 2 cowboys chasing something... All very masculine symbols.
@Thor yeah man she is hot!
Definitely noticing irritability and impatience rising. I'm becoming much more demanding than usual at the moment i just seem to have 0 tolerence for waiting for people to do things and I get angry when they take the piss. Yesterday I went to watch a rugby game with my dad and my dad's friend. Was a great match but I noticed I had little to no anxiety talking with my dad's friend here and there. whereas usually I'd be in my head and thinking about what to say. This is good!
I don't know if this is the secret surprise but is it women looking at you like crazy? Cause when I was out at the rugby I noticed some 40+ year old woman staring the shit out of me with a grin when I walked past, I held contact for 3-4 seconds and gave her a smile back before looking ahead of me. When I walked back from the rugby I had my hood up and a big jacket on covering me, and I noticed a girl 20ish from the opposite road of me looking at me too... when there's barely anyting of me to see apart from my walk lol.
Stage 1 feels really nice and smooth now. I'm still having some dreams but they are much less intense.
Last night I dreamt that I had my arm around these 2 girls (again) protecting them because they had been exposed to some poison where if you touch another human being you die lol. This other guy was like why have you got your arms around Dan then? The girl made up some bs excuse about it. lol
They were both pretty hot and cute and I was just walking around with my arms around them like a boss lol. Then next in my dream I see 2 cowboys chasing something... All very masculine symbols.
@Thor yeah man she is hot!
