04-19-2013, 07:01 AM
Hey guys!
I've been hanging round the forums for a while now, reading other people's journals and many great successes but I haven't ever posted so here goes.
I'm 17, from UK, lived with both parents (fortunately) but unfortunately me and my father aren't very close or have much of a male bond at all, he is sort of a nice guy as well (often runs around doing things my mum tells him to do) and I believe I have taken on some of those beta/niceguy behaviors as it's come up in the relationships with girls I've had...
So there are my reasons for starting AM
I'm going into AM 5.0 with the attitude of just letting the program do it's thing and not seeking results, cause the expectation can often lead to disappointment/frustration (ego).
I'm just finishing off ASC 5g which I have used for about 42 days now and I have to say it's been mixed for me, sometimes I have a few days where i feel really confident and euphoric...other days I feel slightly nervous and depressed (old self) so it was a little unpredictable (most likely me resisting) however, the days of confidence were great and I feel it has on some level become a part of me I can access easier than before which I feel is some good progress and I'd like to say Thank you Shannon for making ASC 5g free for people, very good decision and generous!
But I'm really up for a challenge with AM 5.0 I know from the journals that this won't be easy so I'm keeping that in mind, but also yeah like I said wanna keep the expectations low and just let it do it's thing.
Goals:
Feel more secure in myself
Feel more masculine (ASC did help a little here)
Face challenge with more desire to overcome it (not just to bear it until it passes)
Become self reliant (or more so)
CON-FI-DENCE!!!
Less social inhibition (ASC helped a little)
Develop IDGAF attitude
Self respect
Become better with the ladies!
I don't expect these results to come instantly, you'd be crazy to think that...but I am keeping a little desire and hope in the back of my mind that some of these are improved...
Starting tonight on the 19/04/2013
hell yeah.
I've been hanging round the forums for a while now, reading other people's journals and many great successes but I haven't ever posted so here goes.
I'm 17, from UK, lived with both parents (fortunately) but unfortunately me and my father aren't very close or have much of a male bond at all, he is sort of a nice guy as well (often runs around doing things my mum tells him to do) and I believe I have taken on some of those beta/niceguy behaviors as it's come up in the relationships with girls I've had...
So there are my reasons for starting AM
I'm going into AM 5.0 with the attitude of just letting the program do it's thing and not seeking results, cause the expectation can often lead to disappointment/frustration (ego).
I'm just finishing off ASC 5g which I have used for about 42 days now and I have to say it's been mixed for me, sometimes I have a few days where i feel really confident and euphoric...other days I feel slightly nervous and depressed (old self) so it was a little unpredictable (most likely me resisting) however, the days of confidence were great and I feel it has on some level become a part of me I can access easier than before which I feel is some good progress and I'd like to say Thank you Shannon for making ASC 5g free for people, very good decision and generous!
But I'm really up for a challenge with AM 5.0 I know from the journals that this won't be easy so I'm keeping that in mind, but also yeah like I said wanna keep the expectations low and just let it do it's thing.
Goals:
Feel more secure in myself
Feel more masculine (ASC did help a little here)
Face challenge with more desire to overcome it (not just to bear it until it passes)
Become self reliant (or more so)
CON-FI-DENCE!!!
Less social inhibition (ASC helped a little)
Develop IDGAF attitude
Self respect
Become better with the ladies!
I don't expect these results to come instantly, you'd be crazy to think that...but I am keeping a little desire and hope in the back of my mind that some of these are improved...
Starting tonight on the 19/04/2013
hell yeah.