04-23-2017, 05:54 PM
For some reason, I'm having trouble coming up with how to word this post to properly convey how I feel/felt today. I had slept in because it was a Sunday and also my birthday, and awoke to numerous happy birthday texts from family. Went to my mom's this evening for dinner and cake. Between waking and the dinner, there wasn't much of anything happening today. I don't know whether to feel relieved or disappointed about that, irrelevant of what sub I was listening to at the time; on second look, it seems to tie into the emotional detachment I mentioned previously.
For reference, a thing I've talked about with my therapist is how I'm worried that, since listening to subs, what used to feel like extreme emotional attachment to outcomes has instead become extreme emotional detachment to not only outcomes but also apparently the processes, systems, and events that lead to said outcomes.
For reference, a thing I've talked about with my therapist is how I'm worried that, since listening to subs, what used to feel like extreme emotional attachment to outcomes has instead become extreme emotional detachment to not only outcomes but also apparently the processes, systems, and events that lead to said outcomes.
A Better Alex (ISTJ): EPRHA → ASC → AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …
