Shannon's Journal Discussion

[4Kingdoms]

Repetition is one of the best teachers. But 2.5 was hardly released just for that
I just want to repeat that particular point.

I know, didn't have time to find all the reasons.
Just trying to help you get some much needed rest.

[Shannon]

Appreciate your help. I'm going to kill the last obstacle today and then I should be back.

[THolt]

It would seem that I'm in a rather perfect storm of circumstances that prevent me from being productive right now. Between a rock and a hard place if you will. Damned if I do, and damned if I don't. I've been ready to come back for some days now but for this. I seriously have wondered if I'm dreaming this once or twice.

But Regardless of what is now, it will end soon. Not soon enough - but soon.

Since I am in this position, I have accomplished very little concerning subs. The ideas list for DMSI grows longer still, and the new compression methods for Beast 9 have not yet been fully implemented, but have proven their worth.

Currently I'm expecting to work on 3.0 during November.

Very impressed with the results of testing Beast 8 so far.

Alongside me, you will all have to be patient right now. I'm going to try to lessen the amount of time this takes, but it is not yet certain how things will go.

By the way... part of the reason 2.5 was released was to show you just what the clearing in 2.4 was doing for you. Pay attention to this.

well hopefully 3.0 will be ready by Christmas.

Also I don't get why you released 2.5 to show what 2.4 healing did considering 2.3 didn't have healing and u released 2.4 with healing to show us the difference from 2.3.

Yeah that was kind of like "I told ya so" likely what happened with 2.3. Hopefully 3.0 will be out pretty soon.

[Shannon]

I just got the signed contract for the custom job, and all I need to do is sign it and send a copy back. At that point I'll be focused on creating the custom job. But Secondarily, I will be working on DMSI. Hoping it's done enough to release 3.0 sometime in November. Should be, just a matter of how much goes into it.

[brightike]

I'm curious af about what the custom job is lmao

[Shannon]

I'm curious af about what the custom job is lmao

You may eventually find out. For now, I'm keeping it to myself.

[Shannon]

So after analyzing my results from 2.4 and 2.5 so far, I realized that 2.4 got me doing something extreme important which turned out to be anti-self-cockblocking behavior. It was such an incredible self cockblock that I overlooked it for years. It's the first rule of success with a woman: Be prepared to have guests in your home.

Since about the time my current gf showed up, my house has been progressively more neglected, and that only got worse when I had an office out of my home. Now it's a complete mess, and I have a lot of cleaning and clearing to do to be able to work, never mind have company.

I figured this out because during 2.4, I had an extraordinarily rare "let's clean" attack. I was even mercilessly throwing out things that had a lot of sentimental value before because I realized they were functionally useless and failed for the purpose of "holding on". But when I started 2.5, that behavior disappeared and has been replaced by trademark resistance to cleaning in the form of laziness.

I realized that the clearing modules in 2.4 got me cleaning my home in preparation for having women over for sex and seduction.

I'm not terribly worried about sex and seduction right now - want to get back to work, really - but this is very significant and revealing, and has given me some important ideas for how to improve the clearing modules.

Interesting how everyone who resists does so by trying to focus on work instead. Apparently even me.

3.0-A will have a significantly improved clearing module because of this experience.

Just hours away from being able to start working again.

[OberynMartell]

So after analyzing my results from 2.4 and 2.5 so far, I realized that 2.4 got me doing something extreme important which turned out to be anti-self-cockblocking behavior. It was such an incredible self cockblock that I overlooked it for years. It's the first rule of success with a woman: Be prepared to have guests in your home.

Since about the time my current gf showed up, my house has been progressively more neglected, and that only got worse when I had an office out of my home. Now it's a complete mess, and I have a lot of cleaning and clearing to do to be able to work, never mind have company.

I figured this out because during 2.4, I had an extraordinarily rare "let's clean" attack. I was even mercilessly throwing out things that had a lot of sentimental value before because I realized they were functionally useless and failed for the purpose of "holding on". But when I started 2.5, that behavior disappeared and has been replaced by trademark resistance to cleaning in the form of laziness.

I realized that the clearing modules in 2.4 got me cleaning my home in preparation for having women over for sex and seduction.

I'm not terribly worried about sex and seduction right now - want to get back to work, really - but this is very significant and revealing, and has given me some important ideas for how to improve the clearing modules.

Interesting how everyone who resists does so by trying to focus on work instead. Apparently even me.

3.0-A will have a significantly improved clearing module because of this experience.

Just hours away from being able to start working again.

Very interesting. I recognize it myself when I look at my place right now. I have this IDGAF-attitude now, which results in my place being a mess. This wasn't the deal with v2.4 when I cleaned regularly, almost in a semi-conscious way. There certainly is truth in what you're saying.

[Have at ye]

Same here, as regards keeping my place clean.

Interesting.

[Benjamin]

Interesting, I can't say I understand how you can get information from that to improve the clearing modules.. but anything that can improve them is awesome.

[Shannon]

Simple. I understand myself well enough to understand why I do that. Once you know why, you can address the issue more effectively.

But I'm working on MIR2 atm. Which ironically is contributing to DMSI by virtue of the fact that it is advancing the skeleton script.

[4Kingdoms]

Wow, I almost stopped using DMSI!! When listening to 2.4!!
http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7898-p...#pid134838

For the most part, my home is clean. However, there are things of sentimental value and stuff I don't use anymore - no value.

Since DMSI is still in the testing stage and the forum is bombarded with DMSI journals. I'm going to stop listening to DMSI and listen to Housework Motivation And Enjoyment http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/h...enjoyment/ My goal is to get this done before I start my vacation on the last week of October and first week of November.

Are you sure it's not resistance making the decision. I know it's not easy to hear that from another member but still. Last time someone quit on this sub was due to another Shannon post about dick size, and now for house work motivation.
Is switching to house work motivation really something you can't do without?
I would keep going for a few days if I were you, just to be sure. And don't report for others, do it for yourself first, you are more important I think.

Good thing Alpha stepped in and questioned my reasoning!!

[CatMan]

Going to go ahead and continue the pile on by saying my place, especially my bedroom is a complete disaster. I would be embarrassed for anyone to see it. I've suspected it was to prevent access to my bedroom...but still felt laziness or unmotivated to properly clean and organise my things and make the room actually presentable. In fact, a few times I've even considered switching to the housework sub to fix this as I consciously realise it's a roadblock to DMSI success.

I'm VERY happy to hear this will be addressed in V3. It's a SERIOUS issue for me, and would obviously derail what DMSI is trying to do or at least complicate logistics, quite obviously.

Also, I'm wondering since you said we should use V2.5 to be getting approached for sex, and V2.4 to focus on clearing etc., whether I should use V2.4 instead. It may not be realistic for me to get success on V2.5 currently I feel. Considering my personal issues, as well as simply options around me. And I now have only one possible girl that I'm attracted to that I see in person weekly that ISN'T in some form of a relationship, that I'm aware of anyway. I'd ask her out if I felt the program kicking in and upping my chances, but it doesn't seem to have changed my aura or created any possible attraction from her towards me I don't think. I'm waiting for something between her and I to FEEL different so I can feel her attracted beforehand to improve the chances, so far nothing. I just found out last week the other two I am interested in are already in relationships, so anything happening there isn't likely, forcing me to rethink things. That, and I really don't seem to be as bothered anymore about "getting women gogogogog" like I used to be before DMSI. That may be the design goal of being the pursued kicking in, and/or some sort of fear shutting it down, I don't know. But, I did have an odd situation on V2.5 6 days ago where I started out of nowhere thinking about my parents dying, and how awful that will be, and how it will happen eventually no matter what, and that had me crying. I haven't cried in years, I mean it, YEARS, horrible things have happened since, and I haven't, I've been stoic. So this is surprising and significant, I'm not one of those "I'm in touch with my feminine side" dudes that cry often listening to 80's love ballads. After about an hour of hanging out with my brother and telling him about it, and relaxing with him, talking about it and a lot of other unrelated stuff to get my mind off it, I calmed down and felt better and more at peace about the eventuality. Big turnaround in the span of an hour. I wasn't doing anything other than DMSI V2.5, so nothing else could've caused such an instance. It doesn't have clearing modules, but something happened there, not sure what exactly. That was 6 days ago, I've also ballooned up 7 pounds out of nowhere despite rigorous diet control and intermittent fasting, around the same time, and it's taken me days of effort to get back down under what I was before, now all is well. So the two instances may have been connected.

Maybe I should continue with V2.5, even though I have somewhat limited options for girls to "use" it on now. It seems it can still do some form of healing despite the modules not being there? I'd like to journal about it all, but I'm tired of the insults and nonsense when I speak of my experience to be honest. It's obvious I'm not going to have a lights out journal as I'm a hard gainer, so it will pale to most other's experiences, people seem to forget that.

Anyway, I can't wait to see V3.0-A or whatever it ends up being called, lol! I read the list you posted of what you are looking at including everyday, I'm very excited, it should be a big step forward.

[Shannon]

Going to go ahead and continue the pile on by saying my place, especially my bedroom is a complete disaster. I would be embarrassed for anyone to see it. I've suspected it was to prevent access to my bedroom...but still felt laziness or unmotivated to properly clean and organise my things and make the room actually presentable. In fact, a few times I've even considered switching to the housework sub to fix this as I consciously realise it's a roadblock to DMSI success.

I'm VERY happy to hear this will be addressed in V3. It's a SERIOUS issue for me, and would obviously derail what DMSI is trying to do or at least complicate logistics, quite obviously.

Also, I'm wondering since you said we should use V2.5 to be getting approached for sex, and V2.4 to focus on clearing etc., whether I should use V2.4 instead. It may not be realistic for me to get success on V2.5 currently I feel. Considering my personal issues, as well as simply options around me. And I now have only one possible girl that I'm attracted to that I see in person weekly that ISN'T in some form of a relationship, that I'm aware of anyway. I'd ask her out if I felt the program kicking in and upping my chances, but it doesn't seem to have changed my aura or created any possible attraction from her towards me I don't think. I'm waiting for something between her and I to FEEL different so I can feel her attracted beforehand to improve the chances, so far nothing. I just found out last week the other two I am interested in are already in relationships, so anything happening there isn't likely, forcing me to rethink things. That, and I really don't seem to be as bothered anymore about "getting women gogogogog" like I used to be before DMSI. That may be the design goal of being the pursued kicking in, and/or some sort of fear shutting it down, I don't know. But, I did have an odd situation on V2.5 6 days ago where I started out of nowhere thinking about my parents dying, and how awful that will be, and how it will happen eventually no matter what, and that had me crying. I haven't cried in years, I mean it, YEARS, horrible things have happened since, and I haven't, I've been stoic. So this is surprising and significant, I'm not one of those "I'm in touch with my feminine side" dudes that cry often listening to 80's love ballads. After about an hour of hanging out with my brother and telling him about it, and relaxing with him, talking about it and a lot of other unrelated stuff to get my mind off it, I calmed down and felt better and more at peace about the eventuality. Big turnaround in the span of an hour. I wasn't doing anything other than DMSI V2.5, so nothing else could've caused such an instance. It doesn't have clearing modules, but something happened there, not sure what exactly. That was 6 days ago, I've also ballooned up 7 pounds out of nowhere despite rigorous diet control and intermittent fasting, around the same time, and it's taken me days of effort to get back down under what I was before, now all is well. So the two instances may have been connected.

Maybe I should continue with V2.5, even though I have somewhat limited options for girls to "use" it on now. It seems it can still do some form of healing despite the modules not being there? I'd like to journal about it all, but I'm tired of the insults and nonsense when I speak of my experience to be honest. It's obvious I'm not going to have a lights out journal as I'm a hard gainer, so it will pale to most other's experiences, people seem to forget that.

Anyway, I can't wait to see V3.0-A or whatever it ends up being called, lol! I read the list you posted of what you are looking at including everyday, I'm very excited, it should be a big step forward.

3.0 A will have clearing enabled. 3.0 B will not. Logistics will be dealt with.

I see you waiting for DMSI to do something before you act. That's fear using an excuse to act. Just because DMSI is designed to get her to approach doesn't mean you should be a jellyfish and let opportunity pass you by... that's what women do.

Until we get this baby doing more for you, be assertive when you want something. Take charge. CHAAAAAARRRGGGGGEEEE!!!!!!

And 2.5 has no clearing enabled but it's approaching power levels that can plow through resistance and appear to have similar effect. I can't say you should or should not do 2.4. That's up to you. But remember that no man is a jellyfish. No successful man, anyway.