08-06-2018, 12:46 AM
Well its too early to say me thinks but after my last post I had thoughts about a course I did back in March and I basically only need to apply and get a licence for it and then I can work in that industry, so basically I am going to the post office soon to pay/send of the application for the licence. (Me taking more money from my father eats me up inside, but I am hoping this sub can help me change all this around!).
I will then have the challenge of looking, finding and applying for jobs and actually going to an interview. Which at this moment feels doable, what comes to mind is that it has been many years since I had a job interview. I am going to go with the flow and do this bit by bit and just do what I can do at each stage.
I have been wanting to reconnect with my Ex girlfriend for many months now but she did not want to reconnect with me because I hurt her feelings. Even though we spoke on Whatsapp here and there, she said she could never trust me again to get back with me.
Before I started listening to this sub, I tried one last time with still the same response. I then decided to let her go and deleted her number, all her messages, so I could not message her again. She sent a few messages saying sorry, I read them and deleted them, so to just move on.
I think I started listening to his sub, pretty much after that and yesterday I had a missed call from her and a few messages, one deleted message on whatapp too.
I saw this missed call and called her back, and she said she basically wanted to see how I am doing....
Well, we spoke for a few hours and I said I wanted to see her again and basically she said she will think about us meeting up with each other again.
Now whatever happens, happens. I am just writing this down to see how things develop with things that I actually want because I have an image of how I want my life to be and I want to see if this sub helps me full-fill that image that I have.
I will then have the challenge of looking, finding and applying for jobs and actually going to an interview. Which at this moment feels doable, what comes to mind is that it has been many years since I had a job interview. I am going to go with the flow and do this bit by bit and just do what I can do at each stage.
I have been wanting to reconnect with my Ex girlfriend for many months now but she did not want to reconnect with me because I hurt her feelings. Even though we spoke on Whatsapp here and there, she said she could never trust me again to get back with me.
Before I started listening to this sub, I tried one last time with still the same response. I then decided to let her go and deleted her number, all her messages, so I could not message her again. She sent a few messages saying sorry, I read them and deleted them, so to just move on.
I think I started listening to his sub, pretty much after that and yesterday I had a missed call from her and a few messages, one deleted message on whatapp too.
I saw this missed call and called her back, and she said she basically wanted to see how I am doing....
Well, we spoke for a few hours and I said I wanted to see her again and basically she said she will think about us meeting up with each other again.
Now whatever happens, happens. I am just writing this down to see how things develop with things that I actually want because I have an image of how I want my life to be and I want to see if this sub helps me full-fill that image that I have.