09-28-2016, 06:09 AM
(09-28-2016, 02:22 AM)Kurohawk Wrote: Hey Chaos how does the sniping effect work for you, and how do we utilize it? Do you have to something or is is 100% automatic?
Kurohawk: As of right now, yes. It's completely automatic. I do feel a powerful, undeniable intuitive pull toward a woman that's been sniped, though. It's like I just know she's super attracted to me and I'm really attracted to her. I haven't tried "willing" attraction into existence yet. Too much resistance the past few days.
Day 6 or so of the depressive resistance. It's significantly lessened, but still there. I have no desire to go out and be social. Just wanna sit at home and sleep. I feel weak and "beta," like I have no will of my own and everyone else is impressing their will upon me. Went out last night, couldn't even hold eye contact, although I did end partially hooking up (got head, went down on her) with an old jump off that I ran into. I'm sure DMSI helped, but to be honest, I was so detached that I didn't even try to monitor the situation for field reporting purposes.
I have a strong urge to run the AM6 refresher. Like Kurohawk said, it feels like I'm not grounded, that my frame is weak. Sometimes, it takes a few hours after waking up and eating for my mood to improve, but I can still feel it -- the resistance, the emotional pain, lingering.