Still experiencing hard resistance. Very rough feeling. Feel like a total loser, like no woman would ever love me. Just wanna hide in the house.
Might've ruined things with #3. Had a few cups of wine and made the really ridiculous decision to let the girl I hooked up with text her from my phone. She claimed she was gonna show me real romance as opposed to my "player game." Her alleged real romance equated to some really beta crap and now #3 stopped responding. Quite irritated about that, but I'll get over it. My Tinder and OkCupid are full of replacements, but I have no motivation to pursue.
EDIT: On second thought, I believe she intentionally sabotaged me. After we hooked up, we had the post-morning talk where we agreed to "just be friends," which I went along with because I have no intention of ever dating her.
Drastic change from the first week of v2.4. I know it's resistance and it'll pass. Getting the urge to change subs, which happens every time I feel this way.
Might've ruined things with #3. Had a few cups of wine and made the really ridiculous decision to let the girl I hooked up with text her from my phone. She claimed she was gonna show me real romance as opposed to my "player game." Her alleged real romance equated to some really beta crap and now #3 stopped responding. Quite irritated about that, but I'll get over it. My Tinder and OkCupid are full of replacements, but I have no motivation to pursue.
EDIT: On second thought, I believe she intentionally sabotaged me. After we hooked up, we had the post-morning talk where we agreed to "just be friends," which I went along with because I have no intention of ever dating her.
Drastic change from the first week of v2.4. I know it's resistance and it'll pass. Getting the urge to change subs, which happens every time I feel this way.