07-02-2016, 06:31 AM
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even though I feel resistance, both in life and from her, it is not as bad as a month ago. I realize ltu is working on healing me on so many levels and that is why I don't notice my progress. I do however reread my past posts from time to time and realize that I have come a long ass way.
I am more grounded...is the best way to describe it.
I mean I made the decision to move on from my crush...its just gonna take 8 days before I act on it.
btw I wanted to ask her out this weekend but realized that asking her out on a low is probably a bad idea...so now I must wait till tuesday to build rapport again (yes! I am back to analytical mode)...that means I have much research to do...
the master is busy *evil laughter*
even though I feel resistance, both in life and from her, it is not as bad as a month ago. I realize ltu is working on healing me on so many levels and that is why I don't notice my progress. I do however reread my past posts from time to time and realize that I have come a long ass way.
I am more grounded...is the best way to describe it.
I mean I made the decision to move on from my crush...its just gonna take 8 days before I act on it.
btw I wanted to ask her out this weekend but realized that asking her out on a low is probably a bad idea...so now I must wait till tuesday to build rapport again (yes! I am back to analytical mode)...that means I have much research to do...
the master is busy *evil laughter*