04-08-2016, 05:51 PM
day 19
Just got into an emotional argument with my brother. I was so angry. It was my fault, too. I get so forgetful and distracted, that's why I write things down now. um. where was I? Oh yes, we fought about loyalty. Yada yada.
I am in resistance hell. I don't want to argue with anyone but everyone who points out when I'm wrong just seems to set me off. not cool.
Went to the city last night. My timing was off, social interactions were awkward, and my friends were stoned so they were no help.
Pluses (is that the plural?)
-my inner dialogue was positive
-I felt driven/energetic
-I just knew to keep an eye out for opportunity
oh man. Just saw my brother. I can't believe how angry I am. I know its my fault too (that's the worst part). I believe the responsibility part is showing up.
I guess with such a long script comes this barrage of emotions and stuff.
and the inner battle continues...war is hell boys but we know victory is definite so we fight on!
Just got into an emotional argument with my brother. I was so angry. It was my fault, too. I get so forgetful and distracted, that's why I write things down now. um. where was I? Oh yes, we fought about loyalty. Yada yada.
I am in resistance hell. I don't want to argue with anyone but everyone who points out when I'm wrong just seems to set me off. not cool.
Went to the city last night. My timing was off, social interactions were awkward, and my friends were stoned so they were no help.
Pluses (is that the plural?)
-my inner dialogue was positive
-I felt driven/energetic
-I just knew to keep an eye out for opportunity
oh man. Just saw my brother. I can't believe how angry I am. I know its my fault too (that's the worst part). I believe the responsibility part is showing up.
I guess with such a long script comes this barrage of emotions and stuff.
and the inner battle continues...war is hell boys but we know victory is definite so we fight on!