day 53 ( + 43 remain + whatever is needed )
Okay, the social circle thing is definitely something I gravitate to and should look into further. Its running wild right now. I can make connection with people easily, although there is slight resistance at times depending on how upfront ASC is at that moment. I can connect easy with people but want quality connections, an true social network instead of the few true connections now. Feel like an breakthrough now going on, and am deciding to not lay it in the light of neediness or non neediness, Im thinking about female connections, its playing in my mind currently and how social events may become an part of it.
Lots of plans but all over the place. Time to put it to work, no excuses, no hesitation.
It makes me think over the friend manifestation of AM 6.0
I reverted yesterday back into my head and I couldnt stand it. When I recall, my mood drops directly affecting confidence. Its an ongoing theme. I am unaffected by tension although, as in, I dont pick up on peoples moods so extremely easy and let it affect me.
My bodylanguage has improved again, or atleast, changed and way more dominant. It just happens by itself, chest out, laid back a bit. When people call me out, I can hold unrelentless eye contact without flichning at all. I can look them straight in the eye no matter what they try to play on me.
Sexual thoughts surface in my head aswell. Its all tied to confidence. It all make sense. Im taking full reign now. Dressing better, taking better care of myself and instilling routine. I dont care simply right now.
Im thinking as to what this fear of calling out is actually. Overthinking matters like this causes an instant frustration response. If it is actually confidence and will be convered by ASC or that something else is needed, like OGSF or OF 5G, emotional healing sub or what else.
ASC is raw. Its raw energy. My business mindset is reaching new hights. Im flowing currently, trusting deep in the sub knowing it will take everything on. Im connecting on social media more and more with business accounts and am thinking about my goals, my plans and what not. At times im total disinterested into other people. I notice but its that, noticing, no secundairy atatchments to them. Im reviewing where my passions lie, to become more selfmade. Im also thinking about my lifes passion, how it might be an combination and coming together of multifactors. Im undoubtly presenting. My heart feels elevated in excitement and euphoria.
I notice lots of subconscious responses, like an whole different way of communicating, like some underlying something.
Currently Im very focussed driven and new stuff is dissolved and let go due sheer flooding by the sub, its an lock feeling, an being put with my face into the tidal wave. Repeat after me; I dont care. Its freeing.
The sub will often put me aside, not isolating, but more of reduction in social desire and wanting. More of an lone wolf, while other times I absolutely feel the need of company and even become soft? reframe the 3 month not as some limit but as an walk with ASC seems to reduce some resistance.
There is so much to notice and so much to add and I wonder how much matters of it. I can analyze it till death but it doesnt get me anywhere. yes, the sub works and thats about it and is enough. I feeling way more confident then I was and I am am confiden t because I am. I am dominant because I am. Electrifying. Breakthrough. I notice some sort of vibration around the heart area aswell. Pleasantly. No go out and make it happen, even if it is internal changes, all eveidence is welcome. Not because of insecurity and lack of confidence, but because I can and all experience = growth aswell. Not because to look for evidence into other people. That just happens aswell and doesnt matter in the end.
Okay, the social circle thing is definitely something I gravitate to and should look into further. Its running wild right now. I can make connection with people easily, although there is slight resistance at times depending on how upfront ASC is at that moment. I can connect easy with people but want quality connections, an true social network instead of the few true connections now. Feel like an breakthrough now going on, and am deciding to not lay it in the light of neediness or non neediness, Im thinking about female connections, its playing in my mind currently and how social events may become an part of it.
Lots of plans but all over the place. Time to put it to work, no excuses, no hesitation.
It makes me think over the friend manifestation of AM 6.0
I reverted yesterday back into my head and I couldnt stand it. When I recall, my mood drops directly affecting confidence. Its an ongoing theme. I am unaffected by tension although, as in, I dont pick up on peoples moods so extremely easy and let it affect me.
My bodylanguage has improved again, or atleast, changed and way more dominant. It just happens by itself, chest out, laid back a bit. When people call me out, I can hold unrelentless eye contact without flichning at all. I can look them straight in the eye no matter what they try to play on me.
Sexual thoughts surface in my head aswell. Its all tied to confidence. It all make sense. Im taking full reign now. Dressing better, taking better care of myself and instilling routine. I dont care simply right now.
Im thinking as to what this fear of calling out is actually. Overthinking matters like this causes an instant frustration response. If it is actually confidence and will be convered by ASC or that something else is needed, like OGSF or OF 5G, emotional healing sub or what else.
ASC is raw. Its raw energy. My business mindset is reaching new hights. Im flowing currently, trusting deep in the sub knowing it will take everything on. Im connecting on social media more and more with business accounts and am thinking about my goals, my plans and what not. At times im total disinterested into other people. I notice but its that, noticing, no secundairy atatchments to them. Im reviewing where my passions lie, to become more selfmade. Im also thinking about my lifes passion, how it might be an combination and coming together of multifactors. Im undoubtly presenting. My heart feels elevated in excitement and euphoria.
I notice lots of subconscious responses, like an whole different way of communicating, like some underlying something.
Currently Im very focussed driven and new stuff is dissolved and let go due sheer flooding by the sub, its an lock feeling, an being put with my face into the tidal wave. Repeat after me; I dont care. Its freeing.
The sub will often put me aside, not isolating, but more of reduction in social desire and wanting. More of an lone wolf, while other times I absolutely feel the need of company and even become soft? reframe the 3 month not as some limit but as an walk with ASC seems to reduce some resistance.
There is so much to notice and so much to add and I wonder how much matters of it. I can analyze it till death but it doesnt get me anywhere. yes, the sub works and thats about it and is enough. I feeling way more confident then I was and I am am confiden t because I am. I am dominant because I am. Electrifying. Breakthrough. I notice some sort of vibration around the heart area aswell. Pleasantly. No go out and make it happen, even if it is internal changes, all eveidence is welcome. Not because of insecurity and lack of confidence, but because I can and all experience = growth aswell. Not because to look for evidence into other people. That just happens aswell and doesnt matter in the end.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus