day 40 januari 17
No matter what, keep the sub playing. I notice that at times i get somewhat discouraged, but what other option is there? It has no base and looks like plain old resistance and mindtricks. Eventually the sub will break through it. I have to look for sleepphones as I listen through earbuds at night but the wires get all twisted in eachother almost strangling me. Now im thinking if this has some effect on the listening at night and the script.
The reactions of people get plain Obvious even when I am in an shit mood. Its blatantly Obvious. People do challenge me aswell. Strong inner game does destroy shittests. Im getting more and more buisness orientated, more independent and more trusting in my own skillset and potential. Yesterday when out for groceries this one girl was all giggling, another one lightened up strongly and we had an moment between the 2 of us. There was nothing that even phazed me when I walked up to her and she seemed to like it very much. Also some people seem to go an step further when asking for things.
I had some strong resistance going on, perhaps an build up from the thought as to how changing ASC is, thus creating some fear. But this to will pass. It has been settled more. What was worrying me ( responses from people still, especiallty the confusing crap at work between an girl and me ) seem to fade away. Im on an whole different level and content. How priorities are hightened. My mind also gravitates strongly to networking mindset and an strong work ethic. ASC seems to chip away and deal with it.
I want to be unfazed by external people, being the topdog. I want to be absolutely confident, approaching freely, wanting to gain rapport whenever i desire and want. Im thinking about how social structures and networks currently are losing its power and how many oppresive structures dont make sense and are submissive behaviour creating basically. Its slowly dimishing, Im slowly changing status.
Im thinking about what i want to gain through ASC. Its like staring at another gap currently, something very Obvious but still not fully here, reality. Things are going to change...radically. tables will be turned again. The whole social hierachy will be turned upside down. its an whole other ballgame realizing how socially there is another world and I can basically chat up anyone i want. Its like everyone is an familiar to me then. an social proof and circle of billions.
No matter what, keep the sub playing. I notice that at times i get somewhat discouraged, but what other option is there? It has no base and looks like plain old resistance and mindtricks. Eventually the sub will break through it. I have to look for sleepphones as I listen through earbuds at night but the wires get all twisted in eachother almost strangling me. Now im thinking if this has some effect on the listening at night and the script.
The reactions of people get plain Obvious even when I am in an shit mood. Its blatantly Obvious. People do challenge me aswell. Strong inner game does destroy shittests. Im getting more and more buisness orientated, more independent and more trusting in my own skillset and potential. Yesterday when out for groceries this one girl was all giggling, another one lightened up strongly and we had an moment between the 2 of us. There was nothing that even phazed me when I walked up to her and she seemed to like it very much. Also some people seem to go an step further when asking for things.
I had some strong resistance going on, perhaps an build up from the thought as to how changing ASC is, thus creating some fear. But this to will pass. It has been settled more. What was worrying me ( responses from people still, especiallty the confusing crap at work between an girl and me ) seem to fade away. Im on an whole different level and content. How priorities are hightened. My mind also gravitates strongly to networking mindset and an strong work ethic. ASC seems to chip away and deal with it.
I want to be unfazed by external people, being the topdog. I want to be absolutely confident, approaching freely, wanting to gain rapport whenever i desire and want. Im thinking about how social structures and networks currently are losing its power and how many oppresive structures dont make sense and are submissive behaviour creating basically. Its slowly dimishing, Im slowly changing status.
Im thinking about what i want to gain through ASC. Its like staring at another gap currently, something very Obvious but still not fully here, reality. Things are going to change...radically. tables will be turned again. The whole social hierachy will be turned upside down. its an whole other ballgame realizing how socially there is another world and I can basically chat up anyone i want. Its like everyone is an familiar to me then. an social proof and circle of billions.