01-16-2016, 03:03 AM
Mixed day. Old patterns of "not offending anyone" keep resurfacing and this seems to be an value thing, resulting in an paralyzed inability to express again. My head feels all fuzzy. I dont know whats up. ASC will cover this eventually but I dont like it at all. Im strongly opposed to isolation this time, in contrast to my last paralyzing which resulted in an lack of motivation and any sense but to feel miserable and depressed. Im really tired.
Emotional spiking and attraction clicked really yesterday. The world on my feet and everyone and all involved in that. An shift towards doing instead fo relying on the sub. integrating maybe?
The ultrasonic is playing currently. Even with this current state i am positive.
Emotional spiking and attraction clicked really yesterday. The world on my feet and everyone and all involved in that. An shift towards doing instead fo relying on the sub. integrating maybe?
The ultrasonic is playing currently. Even with this current state i am positive.