day 74 ( 22 days remain + ?? )
Having an slight headache but watching an interview from Christian Mcqueen. My mind is on fire. Each limiting thought is going down currently, like barriers falling one after another almost instantly.
When interacting from an place of confidence, abundance, its liberating. It gives me some sexual vibe, but at the same time im currently only immersed in my own stuff, working on new plans. When interacting with female and she doesnt show interest its fine. It doesnt matter at all. Nothing does. Its the ultimate trust basically, there are plenty/tons of other people and to have one girl showing no signs of interest matters zero to none. I become aware of my value, of high value man in all of this and its rolling.
Im getting aware of more obvious beta behaviours. the needyness. I interact from an place of fun, maybe equality in an way but more human, instead of being all needy desperate. Im lots of the times sexual, im not going to deny it, its feeling more genuine then the beta needy agenda desperation. I choose woman, its an rpivilege for them to mate with me. Communicating with women is not something more special or anything as the beta mindset reflects, its uncaring interaction unafraidness. If she shows interest, fine, escalate for all that matter, if not then its okay aswell. Its not the same as being passive and supplier btw. Its an overhaul in living. Im feeling very sexual right now and yesterday evening kind of shocked me. My eyes reflect quality.
It just doesnt have priority in my mind. business and money and building up an empire does in an way. Its abundance, so it has an sense of wealthy abundance and all involves in it.
yesterday i had approach anxiety surfacing, several women showed interest including one almost shouting across the street an hi, I froze, I got the brainfog and it felt like crap. Right now im in an abundance mindset, it doesnt matter, its as soon as going in the head its over. be open, enjoy, have fun.
Feeling more sharp, confident. Women at times are an distraction in my mind. Im developing an attitude. When met with some friends, it developed automatically. I noticed how I somehow go overanalyzing and I decide to just have fun and the tension dissapeared.
Getting more ruthless, cutting through the bullshit and what not.
Im still getting repulsed over the sjw, betaness, orbiters and what not and its an matter before it suddenly clicks. Right now its more of an slow developing and increase of increase in masculinity, involving becoming more cocky and haveing attitude, instead of being mr niceguy, which doesnt only involve woman, but all other validation seeking behaviour in many areas. It reflects an beta existence and mindset. Cross the bridge.
Before I would somehow be buddy buddy on some level with people, but now im getting more blunt and bold in it, yet i dont give 2 shits.
Im reviewing dreams, im getting more strong in business mindset, more decisive and hestiation is reducing. I feel selfmade. Non needy. All what happebned before seems now tame in contrast to whats currently happening. Im feeling on fire, electrified. Thinking about turning my life upside down, what I aspire and want to work for, my work ethic is high. Its an shift in mindset. No slave mindset of some 9/5. Its reframing basically, taking the reigns and control, confidence with risk involved. To ease this down and let it cool down shows life in an different way, how all the approach anxieties, laws and programming in ones mind in the end cause conditioned responses.
I will get what i want. Its not mindless. Its confidence.
I currently am in an state that I can pick up girls from the street and just walk up and what not. I have the freefall feeling going on at times. I feel the sub dig deeper and currently feel not hurried and am confident and fine with what I do. Its more synchronized and smooth.
The freefall feeling is one where all accelerates, washes over and where barriers are flooded over and drowned out. I honestly dont care much about the presence, im rolling and only look forward currently, like an chapter is closed off.
Im also sort of occupied right now, focussed, centered. All I do is exciting, confident. Inner game is superior. being okay with it. Like being aware an being onto it with what I do, value. Not being half assy drifting.
The ultrasonic is currently playing.
Having an slight headache but watching an interview from Christian Mcqueen. My mind is on fire. Each limiting thought is going down currently, like barriers falling one after another almost instantly.
When interacting from an place of confidence, abundance, its liberating. It gives me some sexual vibe, but at the same time im currently only immersed in my own stuff, working on new plans. When interacting with female and she doesnt show interest its fine. It doesnt matter at all. Nothing does. Its the ultimate trust basically, there are plenty/tons of other people and to have one girl showing no signs of interest matters zero to none. I become aware of my value, of high value man in all of this and its rolling.
Im getting aware of more obvious beta behaviours. the needyness. I interact from an place of fun, maybe equality in an way but more human, instead of being all needy desperate. Im lots of the times sexual, im not going to deny it, its feeling more genuine then the beta needy agenda desperation. I choose woman, its an rpivilege for them to mate with me. Communicating with women is not something more special or anything as the beta mindset reflects, its uncaring interaction unafraidness. If she shows interest, fine, escalate for all that matter, if not then its okay aswell. Its not the same as being passive and supplier btw. Its an overhaul in living. Im feeling very sexual right now and yesterday evening kind of shocked me. My eyes reflect quality.
It just doesnt have priority in my mind. business and money and building up an empire does in an way. Its abundance, so it has an sense of wealthy abundance and all involves in it.
yesterday i had approach anxiety surfacing, several women showed interest including one almost shouting across the street an hi, I froze, I got the brainfog and it felt like crap. Right now im in an abundance mindset, it doesnt matter, its as soon as going in the head its over. be open, enjoy, have fun.
Feeling more sharp, confident. Women at times are an distraction in my mind. Im developing an attitude. When met with some friends, it developed automatically. I noticed how I somehow go overanalyzing and I decide to just have fun and the tension dissapeared.
Getting more ruthless, cutting through the bullshit and what not.
Im still getting repulsed over the sjw, betaness, orbiters and what not and its an matter before it suddenly clicks. Right now its more of an slow developing and increase of increase in masculinity, involving becoming more cocky and haveing attitude, instead of being mr niceguy, which doesnt only involve woman, but all other validation seeking behaviour in many areas. It reflects an beta existence and mindset. Cross the bridge.
Before I would somehow be buddy buddy on some level with people, but now im getting more blunt and bold in it, yet i dont give 2 shits.
Im reviewing dreams, im getting more strong in business mindset, more decisive and hestiation is reducing. I feel selfmade. Non needy. All what happebned before seems now tame in contrast to whats currently happening. Im feeling on fire, electrified. Thinking about turning my life upside down, what I aspire and want to work for, my work ethic is high. Its an shift in mindset. No slave mindset of some 9/5. Its reframing basically, taking the reigns and control, confidence with risk involved. To ease this down and let it cool down shows life in an different way, how all the approach anxieties, laws and programming in ones mind in the end cause conditioned responses.
I will get what i want. Its not mindless. Its confidence.
I currently am in an state that I can pick up girls from the street and just walk up and what not. I have the freefall feeling going on at times. I feel the sub dig deeper and currently feel not hurried and am confident and fine with what I do. Its more synchronized and smooth.
The freefall feeling is one where all accelerates, washes over and where barriers are flooded over and drowned out. I honestly dont care much about the presence, im rolling and only look forward currently, like an chapter is closed off.
Im also sort of occupied right now, focussed, centered. All I do is exciting, confident. Inner game is superior. being okay with it. Like being aware an being onto it with what I do, value. Not being half assy drifting.
The ultrasonic is currently playing.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus